HesterPrynnewasnowfullysensibleofthedeepinjuryforwhichshewasresponsibletothisunhappyman,inpermittinghimtolieforsomanyyears,or,indeed,forasinglemoment,atthemercyofonewhosepurposescouldnotbeotherthanmalevolent。Theverycontiguityofhisenemy,beneathwhatevermaskthelattermightconcealhimself,wasenoughtodisturbthemagneticsphereofabeingsosensitiveasArthurDimmesdale。TherehadbeenaperiodwhenHesterwaslessalivetothisconsideration;or,perhaps,inthemisanthropyofherowntrouble,shelefttheministertobearwhatshemightpicturetoherselfasamoretolerabledoom。Butoflate,sincethenightofhisvigil,allhersympathiestowardshimhadbeenbothsoftenedandinvigorated。Shenowreadhisheartmoreaccurately。Shedoubtednot,thatthecontinualpresenceofRogerChillingworththesecretpoisonofhismalignity,infectingalltheairabouthim—andhisauthorisedinterference,asaphysician,withtheminister’sphysicalandspiritualinfirmities—thatthesebadopportunitieshadbeenturnedtoacruelpurpose。Bymeansofthem,thesufferer’sconsciencehadbeenkeptinanirritatedstate,thetendencyofwhichwas,nottocurebywholesomepain,buttodisorganiseandcorrupthisspiritualbeing。Itsresult,onearth,couldhardlyfailtobeinsanity,andhereafter,thateternalalienationfromtheGoodandTrue,ofwhichmadnessisperhapstheearthlytype。
Suchwastheruintowhichshehadbroughttheman,once—nay,whyshouldwenotspeakit?—stillsopassionatelyloved!Hesterfeltthatthesacrificeoftheclergyman’sgoodname,anddeathitself,asshehadalreadytoldRogerChillingworth,wouldhavebeeninfinitelypreferabletothealternativewhichshehadtakenuponherselftochoose。Andnow,ratherthanhavehadthisgrievouswrongtoconfess,shewouldgladlyhavelaindownontheforest—leaves,anddiedthere,atArthurDimmesdale’sfeet。
\"OArthur,\"criedshe,\"forgiveme!Inallthingselse,Ihavestriventobetrue!TruthwastheonevirtuewhichImighthaveheldfast,anddidholdfast,throughallextremity;savewhenthygood—
thylifethyfame—wereputinquestion!ThenIconsentedtoadeception。Butalieisnevergood,eventhoughdeaththreatenontheotherside!DostthounotseewhatIwouldsay?Thatoldman!—thephysician!—hewhomtheycallRogerChillingworth!—hewasmyhusband!\"
Theministerlookedather,foraninstant,withallthatviolenceofpassion,which—intermixed,inmoreshapesthanone,withhishigher,purer,softerqualities—was,infact,theportionofhimwhichtheDevilclaimed,andthroughwhichhesoughttowintherest。NeverwasthereablackerorafiercerfrownthanHesternowencountered。Forthebriefspacethatitlasted,itwasadarktransfiguration。Buthischaracterhadbeensomuchenfeebledbysuffering,thatevenitslowerenergieswereincapableofmorethanatemporarystruggle。Hesankdownontheground,andburiedhisfaceinhishands。