andIamthinkingofgoingintothestableandhangingmyself;andperhapsit’sthebestthingIcando,forit’sbettertohangmyselfbeforesellingmysoulthanafterwards,asI’msureIshould,likeJudasIscariot,whommypoorniece,whoissomewhatreligiouslyinclined,hasbeentalkingtomeabout。\"\"IwishIcouldassistyou,\"saidI,\"withmoney,butthatisquiteoutofmypower。However,Icangiveyouapieceofadvice。Don’tchangeyourreligionbyanymeans;youcan’thopetoprosperifyoudo;andifthebrewerchoosestodealhardlywithyou,lethim。Everybodywouldrespectyoutentimesmoreprovidedyouallowedyourselftobeturnedintotheroadsratherthanchangeyourreligion,thanifyougotfiftypoundsforrenouncingit。\"
\"Iamhalfinclinedtotakeyouradvice,\"saidthelandlord,\"only,totellyouthetruth,Ifeelquitelow,withoutanyheartinme。\"\"Comeintothebar,\"saidI,\"andletushavesomethingtogether—youneednotbeafraidofmynotpayingforwhatIorder。\"
Wewentintothebar—room,wherethelandlordandIdiscussedbetweenustwobottlesofstrongale,whichhesaidwerepartofthelastsixwhichhehadinhispossession。Atfirsthewishedtodrinksherry,butIbeggedhimtodonosuchthing,tellinghimthatsherrywoulddohimnogoodunderthepresentcircumstances;nor,indeed,tothebestofmybelief,underany,itbeingofallwinestheoneforwhichI
entertainedthemostcontempt。Thelandlordallowedhimselftobedissuaded,and,afteraglassortwoofale,confessedthatsherrywasasickly,disagreeabledrink,andthathehadmerelybeeninthehabitoftakingitfromanideahehadthatitwasgenteel。Whilstquaffingourbeverage,hegavemeanaccountofthevariousmortificationstowhichhehadoflatebeensubject,dwellingwithparticularbitternessontheconductofHunter,whohesaidcameeverynightandmouthedhim,andafterwardswentawaywithoutpayingforwhathehaddrankorsmoked,inwhichconducthewascloselyimitatedbyaclanoffellowswhoconstantlyattendedhim。
Afterspendingseveralhoursatthepublic—houseIdeparted,notforgettingtopayforthetwobottlesofale。Thelandlord,beforeIwent,shakingmebythehand,declaredthathehadnowmadeuphismindtosticktohisreligionatallhazards,themoreespeciallyashewasconvincedheshouldderivenogoodbygivingitup。