Itwasasentimentperfectlynewtohim。Hehadneverbeforefeltthissortofsolicitudeabouthimselforanyotherman。Hispersonalitywasbeingdevelopedbynewexperience,andashewasverysimplehereceivedtheinitiationwithshynessandself—mistrust。HehadnoticedwithinnocentalarmthatLingardhadnotlookedeitherattheskyoroverthesea,neitherathisownshipnortheschoonerastern;notalongthedecks,notaloft,notanywhere。Hehadlookedatnothing!AndsomehowCarterfelthimselfmorelonelyandwithoutsupportthanwhenhehadbeenleftalonebythatmaninchargeoftwoshipsentangledamongsttheShallowsandenvironedbysomesinistermystery。Sincethatmanhadcomeback,insteadofwelcomereliefCarterfelthisresponsibilityrestonhisyoungshoulderswithtenfoldweight。
HisprofoundconvictionwasthatLingardshouldberoused。
\"CaptainLingard,\"heburstoutindesperation;\"youcan’tsayI
haveworriedyouverymuchsincethismorningwhenIreceivedyouattheside,butImustbetoldsomething。Whatisitgoingtobewithus?Fightorrun?\"
LingardstoppedshortandnowtherewasnodoubtinCarter’smindthattheCaptainwaslookingathim。Therewasnoroomforanydoubtbeforethatsternandenquiringgaze。\"Aha!\"thoughtCarter。\"Thishasstartledhim\";andfeelingthathisshynesshaddepartedhepursuedhisadvantage。\"Forthefactofthematteris,sir,that,whateverhappens,unlessIamtobeyourmanyouwillhavenoofficer。IhadbettertellyouatoncethatIhavebundledthatrespectable,crazy,fatShawoutoftheship。Hewasupsettingallhands。YesterdayItoldhimtogoandgethisdunnagetogetherbecauseIwasgoingtosendhimaboardtheyacht。Hecouldn’thavemademoreuproaraboutitifIhadproposedtochuckhimoverboard。Iwarnedhimthatifhedidn’tgoquietlyIwouldhavehimtieduplikeasheepreadyforslaughter。However,hewentdowntheladderonhisownfeet,shakinghisfistatmeandpromisingtohavemehangedforapiratesomeday。Hecandonoharmonboardtheyacht。Andnow,sir,it’sforyoutogiveordersandnotforme——thankGod!\"