’Go,then,myNydia,toIone’shouse——theyshallshowtheetheway。Takeherthefairestflowersthoucanstpluck;thevasewhichcontainsthemIwillgivethee:thoumustexcuseitsunworthiness。Thoushalttake,too,withtheethelutethatIgavetheeyesterday,andfromwhichthouknowestsowelltoawakenthecharmingspirit。Thoushaltgiveher,also,thisletter,inwhich,afterahundredefforts,Ihaveembodiedsomethingofmythoughts。
Letthyearcatcheveryaccent,everymodulationofhervoice,andtellme,whenwemeetagain,ifitsmusicshouldflattermeordiscourage。Itisnow,Nydia,somedayssinceIhavebeenadmittedtoIone;thereissomethingmysteriousinthisexclusion。Iamdistractedwithdoubtsandfears;
learn——forthouartquick,andthycareformewillsharpentenfoldthyacuteness——learnthecauseofthisunkindness;speakofmeasoftenasthoucanst;letmynamecomeevertothylips:insinuatehowIloveratherthanproclaimit;watchifshesighswhilstthouspeakest,ifsheanswerthee;
or,ifshereproves,inwhataccentsshereproves。Bemyfriend,pleadforme:andoh!howvastlywiltthouoverpaythelittleIhavedoneforthee!
Thoucomprehendest,Nydia;thouartyetachild——haveIsaidmorethanthoucanstunderstand?’