whenthetimeofhistrialshouldbecloseathand。
Fullofsuchthoughtsasthesehewentalongalmostgaily,norfeltthefatigueoftheroadtillhehadcoveredthefirstfivemilesoutofBarchester。Itwasnearlyfouro’clock,andthethickgloomofthewintereveningwasmakingitselffelt。Andthenhebegantobefatigued。
Hehadnotasyeteatensincehehadlefthishomeinthemorning,andhenowpulledacrustoutofhispocketandleanedagainstagateashecrunchedit。Therewerestilltenmilesbeforehim,andheknewthatsuchanadditiontotheworkhehadalreadydonewouldtaskhimveryseverely。FarmerManglehadtoldhimthathewouldnotleaveFramleyMillbythattime。ButhehadsaidthathewouldnotreturntoFramleyMill,andherememberedhissuspicionthathiswifeandthefarmerbetweenthemhadcozenedhim。No;hewouldpersevereandwalk——walkthoughheshoulddropupontheroad。Hewasnownearerfiftythenfortyyearsofage,andhardshipsaswellastimehadtolduponhim。Heknewthatthelastfourmilesinthedarkwouldbeverysadwithhim。Butstillhepersevered,endeavouring,ashewent,tocherishhimselfwiththeremembranceofhistriumph。
HepassedtheturninggoingdowntoFramleywithcourage,butwhenhecametothefurtherturning,bywhichthecartwouldreturnfromFramleytotheHogglestockroad,helookedwistfullydowntheroadforfarmerMangle。ButfarmerManglewasstillattheMill,waitinginexpectationthatMrCrawleymightcometohim。Butthepoortravellerpausedherebarelyforaminute,andthenwenton,stumblingthroughthemud,strikinghisill—coveredfeetagainsttheroughstonesinthedark,sweatinginhisweakness,almosttotteringattimes,andcalculatingwhetherhisremainingstrengthwouldservetocarryhimhome。Hehadalmostforgottenthebishopandhiswifebeforeatlasthegraspedthewicketgateleadingtohisowndoor。
’Oh,mamma,hereispapa!’