’ismonstrous。But,somehow,thecircumstanceshavebeenmadetolookbadagainsthim,andtheysaythathemustcomeoverheretothemagistrates。Ioftenthinkthatofallmenintheworldpapaisthemostunfortunate。Everythingseemstogoagainsthim,andyetheissogood!Poormammahasbeenoverhere,andsheisdistracted。Ineversawhersowretchedbefore。ShehasbeentoyourfriendMrWalker,andcametomeafterwardsforaminute。MrWalkerhasgotsomethingtodowithit,thoughmammasaysshethinksheisquitefriendlytopapa。Iwonderwhetheryoucouldfindout,throughMrWalker,whathethinksaboutit。Ofcourse,mammaknowsthatpapahasdonenothingwrong;butshesaysthatthewholethingissomysterious,andthatshedoesnotknowhowtoaccountforthemoney。Papa,youknow,isnotlikeotherpeople。Heforgetsthings;andisalwaysthinking,thinking,thinkingofhisgreatmisfortunes。Poorpapa!MyheartbleedssowhenIrememberallhissorrows,thatIhatemyselfforthinkingaboutmyself。
’Whenmammaleftme——anditwasthenIfirstknewthatpapawouldreallyhavetobetried——I
wenttoMissAnnabella,andtoldherthatIwouldgohome。Sheaskedmewhy,andIsaidIwouldnotdisgraceherhousebystayinginit。Shegotupandtookmeinherarms,andtherecameatearoutofbothherdearoldeyes,andshesaidthatifanythingevilcametopapa——whichshewouldnotbelieve,assheknewhimtobeagoodman——thereshouldbeahomeinherhousenotonlyforme,butformammaandJane。
Isn’tsheawonderfulwoman?WhenIthinkofher,I
sometimesthinkthatshemustbeanangelalready。