LIII。
AssoonasWestoverhadpostedhisletterhebegantoblamehimselfforit。HesawthattherightandmanlythingwouldhavebeentowritetoMrs。Vostrand,andtellherfranklywhathethoughtofDurgin。Herfolly,herinsincerity,hervulgarity,hadnothingtodowiththeaffair,sofarashewasconcerned。Ifshehadoncebeensokindtohimastobindhimtoheringratefulfriendship,shecertainlyhadaclaimuponhisbestoffices。Hisdutywastoher,andnotatalltoDurgin。Heneednothavesaidanythingagainsthimbecauseitwasagainsthim,butbecauseitwastrue;andifhehadwrittenhemustnothavesaidanythinglessthanthetruth。
Hecouldhavechosennottowriteatall。Hecouldhavesaidthathermawkishhypocrisywasalittletoomuch;thatshewasreallywantinghimtowhitewashDurginforher,andshehadnorighttoputuponhimtheresponsibilityforthestepsheclearlywishedtotake。Hecouldhavemadeeitherofthesedecisions,anddefendedthemtohimself;butinwhathehaddonehehadaltogethershirked。WhilehewaswritingtoDurgin,andpretendingthathecouldjustlyleavethisaffairtohim,hewassimplyindulgingabitofsentimentalpose,farworsethananythinginMrs。Vostrand’sshamappealforhishelp。
Hefelt,asthetimewentby,thatshehadnotwrittenofherownimpulse,butatherdaughter’surgence,andthatitwasthispoorcreaturewhosetrusthehadpalteredwith。HebelievedthatDurginwouldnotfailtomakeherunhappy,yethehadnotdonewhathemighttodeliverheroutofhishand。Hehadsatisfiedawretchedpseudo—
magnanimitytowardafaithlessscoundrel,ashethoughtDurgin,atthecostofawomanwhoseanxioushopeofhisaidhadprobablyforcedhermother’shand。