LateinthesameautumnIreceivednewsfromLisbon,thatmysonwasconsideredbythephysiciansthere,tobedying:andIhurriedlyproceededtoLondontomakepreparationsforgoingouttojoinhim。WhileIwasthusanxiouslyoccupied,intelligencereachedmeofthedangerousillnessofLordMelbourne,andhediedaboutafortnightbeforeIsailedforPortugal。IreturnedtheensuingyeartoEngland。Mysonwasbetter,andaccompaniedmehome:mymotherwasthenill,butsheralliedandtemporarilyrecovered。IwentwithmysontoGermanyandBelgium;returnedagaintoEngland;andinJune,1851,mymotherdied。
Atherdeath,MrNortoninheritedthelife—interestofmyportionfrommyfather,whichhadnotbeensecuredtomeinanyway:andIinherited,——securedtomemostcarefully,guardedfromtherapacityofmyhusband,byeveryexpressioninmymother’swill,——andincomeforlifeof480l。AssoonasMrNortonfoundIhadthislegacy,andsixmonthsbeforeIreceivedonefarthingfromit,hewrotethathecouldnolongerpaymethesumsecured(asI
imagined)bythedeedofagreementwebothhadsigned;andhebeggedtoinquirewhatdeductionImyselfwouldproposeinmyallowance,——\"suchdeductiontocommencefromthetimethatIshouldreceiveanymoneyundermymother’swill。\"Ireplied,thatIcouldproposenodeduction;thatmymother’sbequestwasexpresslyintendedasanaddition,toekeoutthemeagreallowancehemademe,andnotasasubstituteforsuchallowance;thatyearsoflitigation,dispute,anddebt,theillnessofmyson,andmyconstantjourniesandresidencesabroad,inconsequenceofsuchillness,——hadcrippledmymeans;
thatmymother’sassistancewasintendedformeandformysons;(notforthehusbandwhohadruinedandwrongedmeinthedaysofmyyouth,whenalltheloveofmyfamily,andallthelawofEngland,Page79
failedtoprotectmeagainsthim)。MrNortonrejoined,thatwhatIwouldnotyield,hewouldtake;thatIshouldeitherconsenttohisdeducting200l。ayearashisadvantagefromthe480l。