\"WritetomeatPeyton’sranch,andI’llseeyouwhenIcomeback,andwe’llhuntupsomethingforyoutogether。\"AsJimreceivedthepropositionwithakindofgloomyembarrassment,headdedlightly,withaglanceatthefarmhouse,\"ItmightbenearHERE,youknow;
andyou’dhavepleasantneighbors,andeveneagerlistenerstoyouroldadventures。\"
\"You’dbettercomeinaminitbeforeyougo,\"saidJim,clumsilyevadingadirectreply。Clarencehesitatedamoment,andthenyielded。ForanequalmomentJimHookerwastornbetweensecretjealousyofhisoldcomrade’sgracesandadesiretopresentthemasfamiliarassociationsofhisown。Buthisvanitywasquicklyappeased。
Needitbesaidthatthetwowomenreceivedthisfleckandfoamofasuper—civilizationtheyknewlittleofasalmostanimpertinencecomparedtotherugged,gloomy,pathetic,andequallyyouthfulheroofanadventurouswildernessofwhichtheyknewstillless?WhatavailedthecourtesyandgentlemelancholyofClarenceBrantbesidethemysteriousgloomanddarksavageryofRedJim?Yettheyreceivedhimpatronizingly,asonewhowas,likethemselves,anadmirerofmanlygraceandpower,andtherecipientofJim’sfriendship。ThefarmeraloneseemedtopreferClarence,andyetthelatter’stacitindorsementofRedJim,throughhisevidentpreviousintimacywithhim,impressedthemaninJim’sfavor。AllofwhichClarencesawwiththatsensitiveperceptionwhichhadgivenhimanearlyinsightintohumanweakness,yetstillhadnevershakenhisyouthfuloptimism。Hesmiledalittlethoughtfully,butwasopenlyfraternaltoJim,courteoustohishostandfamily,and,asherodeawayinthefaintmoonlight,magnificentlyopulentinhislargesstothefarmer,——hisfirstandonlyassertionofhisposition。
Thefarmhouse,stragglingbarn,andfringeofdustywillows,thewhitedomeofthemotionlesswagon,withthehangingfryingpansandkettlesshowinginthemoonlightlikeblacksilhouettesagainstthestaringcanvas,allpresentlysankbehindClarencelikethedetailsofadream,andhewasalonewiththemoon,thehazymysteryofthelevel,grassyplain,andthemonotonyoftheunendingroad。Asherodeslowlyalonghethoughtofthatotherdrearyplain,whitewithalkalipatchesandbrownwithringsofdesertedcamp—fires,knowntohisboyhoodofdeprivation,dependency,danger,andadventure,oddlyenough,withastrangedelight;andhislateryearsofstudy,monasticseclusion,andfinaleaseandindependence,withaneasysenseofwastedexistenceanduselesswaiting。HerememberedhishomelesschildhoodintheSouth,whereservantsandslavestooktheplaceofthefatherhehadneverknown,andthemotherthatherarelysaw;herememberedhisabandonmenttoamysteriousfemalerelation,wherehisnaturalguardiansseemedtohaveoverlookedandforgottenhim,untilhewassent,analltooyoungadventurer,toworkhispassageonanoverlandemigranttrainacrosstheplains;heremembered,asyesterday,thefears,thehopes,thedreamsanddangersofthatmomentousjourney。Herecalledhislittleplaymate,Susy,andtheirstrangeadventures——thewholeincidentthattheimaginativeJimHookerhadtranslatedandrehearsedashisown——rosevividlybeforehim。Hethoughtofthecruelendofthatpilgrimage,whichagainlefthimhomelessandforgottenbyeventherelativehewasseekinginastrangeland。Herememberedhissolitaryjourneytothegoldmines,takenwithaboy’strustandaboy’sfearlessness,andthestrangeprotectorhehadfoundthere,whohadnewsofhismissingkinsman;herememberedhowthisprotector——whomhehadatonceinstinctivelyloved——transferredhimtothehouseofthisnew—foundrelation,whotreatedhimkindlyandsenthimtotheJesuitschool,butwhoneverawakenedinhimafeelingofkinship。