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  I

  AgirlcameoutoflawyerRoyall’shouse,attheendoftheonestreetofNorthDormer,andstoodonthedoorstep。

  ItwasthebeginningofaJuneafternoon。Thespringliketransparentskyshedarainofsilversunshineontheroofsofthevillage,andonthepasturesandlarchwoodssurroundingit。Alittlewindmovedamongtheroundwhitecloudsontheshouldersofthehills,drivingtheirshadowsacrossthefieldsanddownthegrassyroadthattakesthenameofstreetwhenitpassesthroughNorthDormer。Theplacelieshighandintheopen,andlacksthelavishshadeofthemoreprotectedNewEnglandvillages。Theclumpofweeping—

  willowsabouttheduckpond,andtheNorwaysprucesinfrontoftheHatchardgate,castalmosttheonlyroadsideshadowbetweenlawyerRoyall’shouseandthepointwhere,attheotherendofthevillage,theroadrisesabovethechurchandskirtstheblackhemlockwallenclosingthecemetery。

  ThelittleJunewind,friskingdownthestreet,shookthedolefulfringesoftheHatchardspruces,caughtthestrawhatofayoungmanjustpassingunderthem,andspunitcleanacrosstheroadintotheduck—pond。

  AsherantofishitoutthegirlonlawyerRoyall’sdoorstepnoticedthathewasastranger,thatheworecityclothes,andthathewaslaughingwithallhisteeth,astheyoungandcarelesslaughatsuchmishaps。

  Herheartcontractedalittle,andtheshrinkingthatsometimescameoverherwhenshesawpeoplewithholidayfacesmadeherdrawbackintothehouseandpretendtolookforthekeythatsheknewshehadalreadyputintoherpocket。Anarrowgreenishmirrorwithagilteagleoverithungonthepassagewall,andshelookedcriticallyatherreflection,wishedforthethousandthtimethatshehadblueeyeslikeAnnabelBalch,thegirlwhosometimescamefromSpringfieldtospendaweekwitholdMissHatchard,straightenedthesunburnthatoverhersmallswarthyface,andturnedoutagainintothesunshine。

  \"HowIhateeverything!\"shemurmured。

  TheyoungmanhadpassedthroughtheHatchardgate,andshehadthestreettoherself。NorthDormerisatalltimesanemptyplace,andatthreeo’clockonaJuneafternoonitsfewable—bodiedmenareoffinthefieldsorwoods,andthewomenindoors,engagedinlanguidhouseholddrudgery。

  Thegirlwalkedalong,swingingherkeyonafinger,andlookingaboutherwiththeheightenedattentionproducedbythepresenceofastrangerinafamiliarplace。What,shewondered,didNorthDormerlookliketopeoplefromotherpartsoftheworld?Sheherselfhadlivedtheresincetheageoffive,andhadlongsupposedittobeaplaceofsomeimportance。Butaboutayearbefore,Mr。Miles,thenewEpiscopalclergymanatHepburn,whodroveovereveryotherSunday——whentheroadswerenotploughedupbyhauling——

  toholdaserviceintheNorthDormerchurch,hadproposed,inafitofmissionaryzeal,totaketheyoungpeopledowntoNettletontohearanillustratedlectureontheHolyLand;andthedozengirlsandboyswhorepresentedthefutureofNorthDormerhadbeenpiledintoafarm—waggon,drivenoverthehillstoHepburn,putintoaway—trainandcarriedtoNettleton。

  InthecourseofthatincredibledayCharityRoyallhad,forthefirstandonlytime,experiencedrailway—

  travel,lookedintoshopswithplate—glassfronts,tastedcocoanutpie,satinatheatre,andlistenedtoagentlemansayingunintelligiblethingsbeforepicturesthatshewouldhaveenjoyedlookingatifhisexplanationshadnotpreventedherfromunderstandingthem。ThisinitiationhadshownherthatNorthDormerwasasmallplace,anddevelopedinherathirstforinformationthatherpositionascustodianofthevillagelibraryhadpreviouslyfailedtoexcite。ForamonthortwoshedippedfeverishlyanddisconnectedlyintothedustyvolumesoftheHatchardMemorialLibrary;thentheimpressionofNettletonbegantofade,andshefounditeasiertotakeNorthDormerasthenormoftheuniversethantogoonreading。

  ThesightofthestrangeroncemorerevivedmemoriesofNettleton,andNorthDormershranktoitsrealsize。Asshelookedupanddownit,fromlawyerRoyall’sfadedredhouseatoneendtothewhitechurchattheother,shepitilesslytookitsmeasure。Thereitlay,aweather—beatensunburntvillageofthehills,abandonedofmen,leftapartbyrailway,trolley,telegraph,andalltheforcesthatlinklifetolifeinmoderncommunities。Ithadnoshops,notheatres,nolectures,no\"businessblock\";onlyachurchthatwasopenedeveryotherSundayifthestateoftheroadspermitted,andalibraryforwhichnonewbookshadbeenboughtfortwentyyears,andwheretheoldonesmoulderedundisturbedonthedampshelves。YetCharityRoyallhadalwaysbeentoldthatsheoughttoconsideritaprivilegethatherlothadbeencastinNorthDormer。Sheknewthat,comparedtotheplaceshehadcomefrom,NorthDormerrepresentedalltheblessingsofthemostrefinedcivilization。Everyoneinthevillagehadtoldhersoeversinceshehadbeenbroughtthereasachild。EvenoldMissHatchardhadsaidtoher,onaterribleoccasioninherlife:\"Mychild,youmustneverceasetorememberthatitwasMr。RoyallwhobroughtyoudownfromtheMountain。\"

  Shehadbeen\"broughtdownfromtheMountain\";fromthescarredcliffthatlifteditssullenwallabovethelesserslopesofEagleRange,makingaperpetualbackgroundofgloomtothelonelyvalley。TheMountainwasagoodfifteenmilesaway,butitrosesoabruptlyfromthelowerhillsthatitseemedalmosttocastitsshadowoverNorthDormer。Anditwaslikeagreatmagnetdrawingthecloudsandscatteringtheminstormacrossthevalley。Ifever,inthepurestsummersky,theretrailedathreadofvapouroverNorthDormer,itdriftedtotheMountainasashipdriftstoawhirlpool,andwascaughtamongtherocks,tornupandmultiplied,tosweepbackoverthevillageinrainanddarkness。

  CharitywasnotveryclearabouttheMountain;butsheknewitwasabadplace,andashametohavecomefrom,andthat,whateverbefellherinNorthDormer,sheought,asMissHatchardhadonceremindedher,torememberthatshehadbeenbroughtdownfromthere,andholdhertongueandbethankful。ShelookedupattheMountain,thinkingofthesethings,andtriedasusualtobethankful。ButthesightoftheyoungmanturninginatMissHatchard’sgatehadbroughtbackthevisionoftheglitteringstreetsofNettleton,andshefeltashamedofheroldsun—hat,andsickofNorthDormer,andjealouslyawareofAnnabelBalchofSpringfield,openingherblueeyessomewherefaroffongloriesgreaterthanthegloriesofNettleton。

  \"HowIhateeverything!\"shesaidagain。

  Halfwaydownthestreetshestoppedataweak—hingedgate。Passingthroughit,shewalkeddownabrickpathtoaqueerlittlebricktemplewithwhitewoodencolumnssupportingapedimentonwhichwasinscribedintarnishedgoldletters:\"TheHonoriusHatchardMemorialLibrary,1832。\"

  HonoriusHatchardhadbeenoldMissHatchard’sgreat—

  uncle;thoughshewouldundoubtedlyhavereversedthephrase,andputforward,asheronlyclaimtodistinction,thefactthatshewashisgreat—niece。

  ForHonoriusHatchard,intheearlyyearsofthenineteenthcentury,hadenjoyedamodestcelebrity。Asthemarbletabletintheinteriorofthelibraryinformeditsinfrequentvisitors,hehadpossessedmarkedliterarygifts,writtenaseriesofpaperscalled\"TheRecluseofEagleRange,\"enjoyedtheacquaintanceofWashingtonIrvingandFitz—GreeneHalleck,andbeencutoffinhisflowerbyafevercontractedinItaly。SuchhadbeenthesolelinkbetweenNorthDormerandliterature,alinkpiouslycommemoratedbytheerectionofthemonumentwhereCharityRoyall,everyTuesdayandThursdayafternoon,satatherdeskunderafreckledsteelengravingofthedeceasedauthor,andwonderedifhefeltanydeaderinhisgravethanshedidinhislibrary。

  Enteringherprison—housewithalistlessstepshetookoffherhat,hungitonaplasterbustofMinerva,openedtheshutters,leanedouttoseeiftherewereanyeggsintheswallow’snestaboveoneofthewindows,andfinally,seatingherselfbehindthedesk,drewoutarollofcottonlaceandasteelcrochethook。Shewasnotanexpertworkwoman,andithadtakenhermanyweekstomakethehalf—yardofnarrowlacewhichshekeptwoundaboutthebuckrambackofadisintegratedcopyof\"TheLamplighter。\"Buttherewasnootherwayofgettinganylacetotrimhersummerblouse,andsinceAllyHawes,thepoorestgirlinthevillage,hadshownherselfinchurchwithenviabletransparenciesabouttheshoulders,Charity’shookhadtravelledfaster。Sheunrolledthelace,dugthehookintoaloop,andbenttothetaskwithfurrowedbrows。

  Suddenlythedooropened,andbeforeshehadraisedhereyessheknewthattheyoungmanshehadseengoinginattheHatchardgatehadenteredthelibrary。

  Withouttakinganynoticeofherhebegantomoveslowlyaboutthelongvault—likeroom,hishandsbehindhisback,hisshort—sightedeyespeeringupanddowntherowsofrustybindings。Atlengthhereachedthedeskandstoodbeforeher。

  \"Haveyouacard—catalogue?\"heaskedinapleasantabruptvoice;andtheoddnessofthequestioncausedhertodropherwork。

  \"AWHAT?\"

  \"Why,youknow————\"Hebrokeoff,andshebecameconsciousthathewaslookingatherforthefirsttime,havingapparently,onhisentrance,includedherinhisgeneralshort—sightedsurveyaspartofthefurnitureofthelibrary。

  Thefactthat,indiscoveringher,helostthethreadofhisremark,didnotescapeherattention,andshelookeddownandsmiled。Hesmiledalso。

  \"No,Idon’tsupposeyoudoknow,\"hecorrectedhimself。\"Infact,itwouldbealmostapity————\"

  Shethoughtshedetectedaslightcondescensioninhistone,andaskedsharply:\"Why?\"

  \"Becauseit’ssomuchpleasanter,inasmalllibrarylikethis,topokeaboutbyone’sself——withthehelpofthelibrarian。\"

  Headdedthelastphrasesorespectfullythatshewasmollified,andrejoinedwithasigh:\"I’mafraidI

  can’thelpyoumuch。\"

  \"Why?\"hequestionedinhisturn;andsherepliedthatthereweren’tmanybooksanyhow,andthatshe’dhardlyreadanyofthem。\"Thewormsaregettingatthem,\"sheaddedgloomily。

  \"Arethey?That’sapity,forIseetherearesomegoodones。\"Heseemedtohavelostinterestintheirconversation,andstrolledawayagain,apparentlyforgettingher。Hisindifferencenettledher,andshepickedupherwork,resolvednottoofferhimtheleastassistance。Apparentlyhedidnotneedit,forhespentalongtimewithhisbacktoher,liftingdown,oneafteranother,thetallcob—webbyvolumesfromadistantshelf。

  \"Oh,Isay!\"heexclaimed;andlookingupshesawthathehaddrawnouthishandkerchiefandwascarefullywipingtheedgesofthebookinhishand。Theactionstruckherasanunwarrantedcriticismonhercareofthebooks,andshesaidirritably:\"It’snotmyfaultifthey’redirty。\"

  Heturnedaroundandlookedatherwithrevivinginterest。\"Ah——thenyou’renotthelibrarian?\"

  \"OfcourseIam;butIcan’tdustallthesebooks。

  Besides,nobodyeverlooksatthem,nowMissHatchard’stoolametocomeround。\"

  \"No,Isupposenot。\"Helaiddownthebookhehadbeenwiping,andstoodconsideringherinsilence。ShewonderedifMissHatchardhadsenthimroundtopryintothewaythelibrarywaslookedafter,andthesuspicionincreasedherresentment。\"Isawyougoingintoherhousejustnow,didn’tI?\"sheasked,withtheNewEnglandavoidanceofthepropername。Shewasdeterminedtofindoutwhyhewaspokingaboutamongherbooks。

  \"MissHatchard’shouse?Yes——she’smycousinandI’mstayingthere,\"theyoungmananswered;adding,asiftodisarmavisibledistrust:\"MynameisHarney——

  LuciusHarney。Shemayhavespokenofme。\"

  \"No,shehasn’t,\"saidCharity,wishingshecouldhavesaid:\"Yes,shehas。\"

  \"Oh,well————\"saidMissHatchard’scousinwithalaugh;andafteranotherpause,duringwhichitoccurredtoCharitythatheranswerhadnotbeenencouraging,heremarked:\"Youdon’tseemstrongonarchitecture。\"

  Herbewildermentwascomplete:themoreshewishedtoappeartounderstandhimthemoreunintelligiblehisremarksbecame。Heremindedherofthegentlemanwhohad\"explained\"thepicturesatNettleton,andtheweightofherignorancesettleddownonheragainlikeapall。

  \"Imean,Ican’tseethatyouhaveanybooksontheoldhousesabouthere。Isuppose,forthatmatter,thispartofthecountryhasn’tbeenmuchexplored。TheyallgoondoingPlymouthandSalem。Sostupid。Mycousin’shouse,now,isremarkable。Thisplacemusthavehadapast——itmusthavebeenmoreofaplaceonce。\"Hestoppedshort,withtheblushofashymanwhooverhearshimself,andfearshehasbeenvoluble。

  \"I’manarchitect,yousee,andI’mhuntingupoldhousesintheseparts。\"

  Shestared。\"Oldhouses?Everything’soldinNorthDormer,isn’tit?Thefolksare,anyhow。\"

  Helaughed,andwanderedawayagain。

  \"Haven’tyouanykindofahistoryoftheplace?

  Ithinktherewasonewrittenabout1840:abookorpamphletaboutitsfirstsettlement,\"hepresentlysaidfromthefartherendoftheroom。

  Shepressedhercrochethookagainstherlipandpondered。Therewassuchawork,sheknew:\"NorthDormerandtheEarlyTownshipsofEagleCounty。\"Shehadaspecialgrudgeagainstitbecauseitwasalimpweaklybookthatwasalwayseitherfallingofftheshelforslippingbackanddisappearingifonesqueezeditinbetweensustainingvolumes。Sheremembered,thelasttimeshehadpickeditup,wonderinghowanyonecouldhavetakenthetroubletowriteabookaboutNorthDormeranditsneighbours:Dormer,Hamblin,CrestonandCrestonRiver。Sheknewthemall,merelostclustersofhousesinthefoldsofthedesolateridges:

  Dormer,whereNorthDormerwentforitsapples;CrestonRiver,wherethereusedtobeapaper—mill,anditsgreywallsstooddecayingbythestream;andHamblin,wherethefirstsnowalwaysfell。Suchweretheirtitlestofame。

  Shegotupandbegantomoveaboutvaguelybeforetheshelves。Butshehadnoideawhereshehadlastputthebook,andsomethingtoldherthatitwasgoingtoplayheritsusualtrickandremaininvisible。Itwasnotoneofherluckydays。

  \"Iguessit’ssomewhere,\"shesaid,toproveherzeal;

  butshespokewithoutconviction,andfeltthatherwordsconveyednone。

  \"Oh,well————\"hesaidagain。Sheknewhewasgoing,andwishedmorethanevertofindthebook。

  \"Itwillbefornexttime,\"headded;andpickingupthevolumehehadlaidonthedeskhehandedittoher。

  \"Bytheway,alittleairandsunwoulddothisgood;

  it’srathervaluable。\"

  Hegaveheranodandsmile,andpassedout。

  II

  ThehoursoftheHatchardMemoriallibrarianwerefromthreetofive;andCharityRoyall’ssenseofdutyusuallykeptheratherdeskuntilnearlyhalf—pastfour。

  ButshehadneverperceivedthatanypracticaladvantagetherebyaccruedeithertoNorthDormerortoherself;andshehadnoscrupleindecreeing,whenitsuitedher,thatthelibraryshouldcloseanhourearlier。AfewminutesafterMr。Harney’sdeparturesheformedthisdecision,putawayherlace,fastenedtheshutters,andturnedthekeyinthedoorofthetempleofknowledge。

  Thestreetuponwhichsheemergedwasstillempty:andafterglancingupanddownitshebegantowalktowardherhouse。Butinsteadofenteringshepassedon,turnedintoafield—pathandmountedtoapastureonthehillside。Sheletdownthebarsofthegate,followedatrailalongthecrumblingwallofthepasture,andwalkedontillshereachedaknollwhereaclumpoflarchesshookouttheirfreshtasselstothewind。Thereshelaydownontheslope,tossedoffherhatandhidherfaceinthegrass。

  Shewasblindandinsensibletomanythings,anddimlyknewit;buttoallthatwaslightandair,perfumeandcolour,everydropofbloodinherresponded。Shelovedtheroughnessofthedrymountaingrassunderherpalms,thesmellofthethymeintowhichshecrushedherface,thefingeringofthewindinherhairandthroughhercottonblouse,andthecreakofthelarchesastheyswayedtoit。

  Sheoftenclimbedupthehillandlaytherealoneforthemerepleasureoffeelingthewindandofrubbinghercheeksinthegrass。Generallyatsuchtimesshedidnotthinkofanything,butlayimmersedinaninarticulatewell—being。Todaythesenseofwell—beingwasintensifiedbyherjoyatescapingfromthelibrary。Shelikedwellenoughtohaveafrienddropinandtalktoherwhenshewasonduty,butshehatedtobebotheredaboutbooks。Howcouldsherememberwheretheywere,whentheyweresoseldomaskedfor?OrmaFryoccasionallytookoutanovel,andherbrotherBenwasfondofwhathecalled\"jography,\"andofbooksrelatingtotradeandbookkeeping;butnooneelseaskedforanythingexcept,atintervals,\"UncleTom’sCabin,\"or\"OpeningofaChestnutBurr,\"orLongfellow。

  Shehadtheseunderherhand,andcouldhavefoundtheminthedark;butunexpecteddemandscamesorarelythattheyexasperatedherlikeaninjustice……

  Shehadlikedtheyoungman’slooks,andhisshort—

  sightedeyes,andhisoddwayofspeaking,thatwasabruptyetsoft,justashishandsweresun—burntandsinewy,yetwithsmoothnailslikeawoman’s。Hishairwassunburnt—lookingtoo,orratherthecolourofbrackenafterfrost;hiseyesgrey,withtheappealinglookoftheshortsighted,hissmileshyyetconfident,asifheknewlotsofthingsshehadneverdreamedof,andyetwouldn’tfortheworldhavehadherfeelhissuperiority。Butshedidfeelit,andlikedthefeeling;foritwasnewtoher。Poorandignorantasshewas,andknewherselftobe——humblestofthehumbleeveninNorthDormer,wheretocomefromtheMountainwastheworstdisgrace——yetinhernarrowworldshehadalwaysruled。Itwaspartly,ofcourse,owingtothefactthatlawyerRoyallwas\"thebiggestmaninNorthDormer\";somuchtoobigforit,infact,thatoutsiders,whodidn’tknow,alwayswonderedhowitheldhim。Inspiteofeverything——andinspiteevenofMissHatchard——lawyerRoyallruledinNorthDormer;andCharityruledinlawyerRoyall’shouse。Shehadneverputittoherselfinthoseterms;butsheknewherpower,knewwhatitwasmadeof,andhatedit。

  Confusedly,theyoungmaninthelibraryhadmadeherfeelforthefirsttimewhatmightbethesweetnessofdependence。

  Shesatup,brushedthebitsofgrassfromherhair,andlookeddownonthehousewheresheheldsway。Itstoodjustbelowher,cheerlessanduntended,itsfadedredfrontdividedfromtheroadbya\"yard\"withapathborderedbygooseberrybushes,astonewellovergrownwithtraveller’sjoy,andasicklyCrimsonRamblertiedtoafan—shapedsupport,whichMr。RoyallhadoncebroughtupfromHepburntopleaseher。Behindthehouseabitofunevengroundwithclothes—linesstrungacrossitstretcheduptoadrywall,andbeyondthewallapatchofcornandafewrowsofpotatoesstrayedvaguelyintotheadjoiningwildernessofrockandfern。

  Charitycouldnotrecallherfirstsightofthehouse。

  ShehadbeentoldthatshewasillofafeverwhenshewasbroughtdownfromtheMountain;andshecouldonlyrememberwakingonedayinacotatthefootofMrs。

  Royall’sbed,andopeninghereyesonthecoldneatnessoftheroomthatwasafterwardtobehers。

  Mrs。Royalldiedsevenoreightyearslater;andbythattimeCharityhadtakenthemeasureofmostthingsabouther。SheknewthatMrs。Royallwassadandtimidandweak;sheknewthatlawyerRoyallwasharshandviolent,andstillweaker。SheknewthatshehadbeenchristenedCharity(inthewhitechurchattheotherendofthevillage)tocommemorateMr。Royall’sdisinterestednessin\"bringingherdown,\"andtokeepaliveinherabecomingsenseofherdependence;sheknewthatMr。Royallwasherguardian,butthathehadnotlegallyadoptedher,thougheverybodyspokeofherasCharityRoyall;andsheknewwhyhehadcomebacktoliveatNorthDormer,insteadofpractisingatNettleton,wherehehadbegunhislegalcareer。

  AfterMrs。Royall’sdeaththerewassometalkofsendinghertoaboarding—school。MissHatchardsuggestedit,andhadalongconferencewithMr。

  Royall,who,inpursuanceofherplan,departedonedayforStarkfieldtovisittheinstitutionsherecommended。Hecamebackthenextnightwithablackface;worse,Charityobserved,thanshehadeverseenhim;andbythattimeshehadhadsomeexperience。

  Whensheaskedhimhowsoonshewastostartheansweredshortly,\"Youain’tgoing,\"andshuthimselfupintheroomhecalledhisoffice;andthenextdaytheladywhokepttheschoolatStarkfieldwrotethat\"underthecircumstances\"shewasafraidshecouldnotmakeroomjustthenforanotherpupil。

  Charitywasdisappointed;butsheunderstood。Itwasn’tthetemptationsofStarkfieldthathadbeenMr。

  Royall’sundoing;itwasthethoughtoflosingher。Hewasadreadfully\"lonesome\"man;shehadmadethatoutbecauseshewasso\"lonesome\"herself。Heandshe,facetofaceinthatsadhouse,hadsoundedthedepthsofisolation;andthoughshefeltnoparticularaffectionforhim,andnottheslightestgratitude,shepitiedhimbecauseshewasconsciousthathewassuperiortothepeopleabouthim,andthatshewastheonlybeingbetweenhimandsolitude。Therefore,whenMissHatchardsentforheradayortwolater,totalkofaschoolatNettleton,andtosaythatthistimeafriendofherswould\"makethenecessaryarrangements,\"

  CharitycuthershortwiththeannouncementthatshehaddecidednottoleaveNorthDormer。

  MissHatchardreasonedwithherkindly,buttonopurpose;shesimplyrepeated:\"IguessMr。Royall’stoolonesome。\"

  MissHatchardblinkedperplexedlybehindhereye—

  glasses。Herlongfrailfacewasfullofpuzzledwrinkles,andsheleantforward,restingherhandsonthearmsofhermahoganyarmchair,withtheevidentdesiretosaysomethingthatoughttobesaid。

  \"Thefeelingdoesyoucredit,mydear。\"

  Shelookedaboutthepalewallsofhersitting—room,seekingcounselofancestraldaguerreotypesanddidacticsamplers;buttheyseemedtomakeutterancemoredifficult。

  \"Thefactis,it’snotonly——notonlybecauseoftheadvantages。Thereareotherreasons。You’retooyoungtounderstand————\"

  \"Oh,no,Iain’t,\"saidCharityharshly;andMissHatchardblushedtotherootsofherblondecap。Butshemusthavefeltavaguereliefathavingherexplanationcutshort,forsheconcluded,againinvokingthedaguerreotypes:\"OfcourseIshallalwaysdowhatIcanforyou;andincase……incase……youknowyoucanalwayscometome……\"

  LawyerRoyallwaswaitingforCharityintheporchwhenshereturnedfromthisvisit。Hehadshaved,andbrushedhisblackcoat,andlookedamagnificentmonumentofaman;atsuchmomentsshereallyadmiredhim。

  \"Well,\"hesaid,\"isitsettled?\"

  \"Yes,it’ssettled。Iain’tgoing。\"

  \"NottotheNettletonschool?\"

  \"Notanywhere。\"

  Heclearedhisthroatandaskedsternly:\"Why?\"

  \"I’drathernot,\"shesaid,swingingpasthimonherwaytoherroom。ItwasthefollowingweekthathebroughtheruptheCrimsonRambleranditsfanfromHepburn。Hehadnevergivenheranythingbefore。

  Thenextoutstandingincidentofherlifehadhappenedtwoyearslater,whenshewasseventeen。LawyerRoyall,whohatedtogotoNettleton,hadbeencalledthereinconnectionwithacase。Hestillexercisedhisprofession,thoughlitigationlanguishedinNorthDormeranditsoutlyinghamlets;andforoncehehadhadanopportunitythathecouldnotaffordtorefuse。

  HespentthreedaysinNettleton,wonhiscase,andcamebackinhighgood—humour。Itwasararemoodwithhim,andmanifesteditselfonthisoccasionbyhistalkingimpressivelyatthesupper—tableofthe\"rousingwelcome\"hisoldfriendshadgivenhim。Hewoundupconfidentially:\"IwasadamnfoolevertoleaveNettleton。ItwasMrs。Royallthatmademedoit。\"

  Charityimmediatelyperceivedthatsomethingbitterhadhappenedtohim,andthathewastryingtotalkdowntherecollection。Shewentuptobedearly,leavinghimseatedinmoodythought,hiselbowsproppedonthewornoilclothofthesuppertable。Onthewayupshehadextractedfromhisovercoatpocketthekeyofthecupboardwherethebottleofwhiskeywaskept。

  Shewasawakenedbyarattlingatherdoorandjumpedoutofbed。SheheardMr。Royall’svoice,lowandperemptory,andopenedthedoor,fearinganaccident。

  Nootherthoughthadoccurredtoher;butwhenshesawhiminthedoorway,arayfromtheautumnmoonfallingonhisdiscomposedface,sheunderstood。

  Foramomenttheylookedateachotherinsilence;

  then,asheputhisfootacrossthethreshold,shestretchedoutherarmandstoppedhim。

  \"Yougorightbackfromhere,\"shesaid,inashrillvoicethatstartledher;\"youain’tgoingtohavethatkeytonight。\"

  \"Charity,letmein。Idon’twantthekey。I’malonesomeman,\"hebegan,inthedeepvoicethatsometimesmovedher。

  Herheartgaveastartledplunge,butshecontinuedtoholdhimbackcontemptuously。\"Well,Iguessyoumadeamistake,then。Thisain’tyourwife’sroomanylonger。\"

  Shewasnotfrightened,shesimplyfeltadeepdisgust;

  andperhapshedivineditorreaditinherface,forafterstaringatheramomenthedrewbackandturnedslowlyawayfromthedoor。Withhereartoherkeyholesheheardhimfeelhiswaydownthedarkstairs,andtowardthekitchen;andshelistenedforthecrashofthecupboardpanel,butinsteadsheheardhim,afteraninterval,unlockthedoorofthehouse,andhisheavystepscametoherthroughthesilenceashewalkeddownthepath。Shecrepttothewindowandsawhisbentfigurestridinguptheroadinthemoonlight。Thenabelatedsenseoffearcametoherwiththeconsciousnessofvictory,andsheslippedintobed,coldtothebone。

  AdayortwolaterpoorEudoraSkeff,whofortwentyyearshadbeenthecustodianoftheHatchardlibrary,diedsuddenlyofpneumonia;andthedayafterthefuneralCharitywenttoseeMissHatchard,andaskedtobeappointedlibrarian。TherequestseemedtosurpriseMissHatchard:sheevidentlyquestionedthenewcandidate’squalifications。

  \"Why,Idon’tknow,mydear。Aren’tyourathertooyoung?\"shehesitated。

  \"Iwanttoearnsomemoney,\"Charitymerelyanswered。

  \"Doesn’tMr。Royallgiveyouallyourequire?NooneisrichinNorthDormer。\"

  \"Iwanttoearnmoneyenoughtogetaway。\"

  \"Togetaway?\"MissHatchard’spuzzledwrinklesdeepened,andtherewasadistressfulpause。\"YouwanttoleaveMr。Royall?\"

  \"Yes:orIwantanotherwomaninthehousewithme,\"

  saidCharityresolutely。

  MissHatchardclaspedhernervoushandsaboutthearmsofherchair。Hereyesinvokedthefadedcountenancesonthewall,andafterafaintcoughofindecisionshebroughtout:\"The……thehousework’stoohardforyou,I

  suppose?\"

  Charity’sheartgrewcold。SheunderstoodthatMissHatchardhadnohelptogiveherandthatshewouldhavetofightherwayoutofherdifficultyalone。A

  deepersenseofisolationovercameher;shefeltincalculablyold。\"She’sgottobetalkedtolikeababy,\"shethought,withafeelingofcompassionforMissHatchard’slongimmaturity。\"Yes,that’sit,\"shesaidaloud。\"Thehousework’stoohardforme:I’vebeencoughingagooddealthisfall。\"

  Shenotedtheimmediateeffectofthissuggestion。MissHatchardpaledatthememoryofpoorEudora’staking—

  off,andpromisedtodowhatshecould。Butofcoursetherewerepeopleshemustconsult:theclergyman,theselectmenofNorthDormer,andadistantHatchardrelativeatSpringfield。\"Ifyou’donlygonetoschool!\"shesighed。ShefollowedCharitytothedoor,andthere,inthesecurityofthethreshold,saidwithaglanceofevasiveappeal:\"IknowMr。Royallis……tryingattimes;buthiswifeborewithhim;andyoumustalwaysremember,Charity,thatitwasMr。

  RoyallwhobroughtyoudownfromtheMountain。\"CharitywenthomeandopenedthedoorofMr。Royall’s\"office。\"

  HewassittingtherebythestovereadingDanielWebster’sspeeches。Theyhadmetatmealsduringthefivedaysthathadelapsedsincehehadcometoherdoor,andshehadwalkedathissideatEudora’sfuneral;buttheyhadnotspokenawordtoeachother。

  Heglancedupinsurpriseassheentered,andshenoticedthathewasunshaved,andthathelookedunusuallyold;butasshehadalwaysthoughtofhimasanoldmanthechangeinhisappearancedidnotmoveher。ShetoldhimshehadbeentoseeMissHatchard,andwithwhatobject。Shesawthathewasastonished;

  buthemadenocomment。

  \"Itoldherthehouseworkwastoohardforme,andI

  wantedtoearnthemoneytopayforahiredgirl。ButIain’tgoingtopayforher:you’vegotto。Iwanttohavesomemoneyofmyown。\"

  Mr。Royall’sbushyblackeyebrowsweredrawntogetherinafrown,andhesatdrummingwithink—stainednailsontheedgeofhisdesk。

  \"Whatdoyouwanttoearnmoneyfor?\"heasked。

  \"So’stogetawaywhenIwantto。\"

  \"Whydoyouwanttogetaway?\"

  Hercontemptflashedout。\"Doyousupposeanybody’dstayatNorthDormeriftheycouldhelpit?Youwouldn’t,folkssay!\"

  Withloweredheadheasked:\"Where’dyougoto?\"

  \"AnywherewhereIcanearnmyliving。I’lltryherefirst,andifIcan’tdoithereI’llgosomewhereelse。I’llgouptheMountainifIhaveto。\"Shepausedonthisthreat,andsawthatithadtakeneffect。\"IwantyoushouldgetMissHatchardandtheselectmentotakemeatthelibrary:andIwantawomanhereinthehousewithme,\"sherepeated。

  Mr。Royallhadgrownexceedinglypale。Whensheendedhestoodupponderously,leaningagainstthedesk;andforasecondortwotheylookedateachother。

  \"Seehere,\"hesaidatlengthasthoughutteranceweredifficult,\"there’ssomethingI’vebeenwantingtosaytoyou;I’doughttohavesaiditbefore。Iwantyoutomarryme。\"

  Thegirlstillstaredathimwithoutmoving。\"Iwantyoutomarryme,\"herepeated,clearinghisthroat。

  \"Theminister’llbeupherenextSundayandwecanfixitupthen。OrI’lldriveyoudowntoHepburntotheJustice,andgetitdonethere。I’lldowhateveryousay。\"Hiseyesfellunderthemercilessstareshecontinuedtofixonhim,andheshiftedhisweightuneasilyfromonefoottotheother。Ashestoodtherebeforeher,unwieldy,shabby,disordered,thepurpleveinsdistortingthehandshepressedagainstthedesk,andhislongorator’sjawtremblingwiththeeffortofhisavowal,heseemedlikeahideousparodyofthefatherlyoldmanshehadalwaysknown。

  \"Marryyou?Me?\"sheburstoutwithascornfullaugh。

  \"Wasthatwhatyoucametoaskmetheothernight?

  What’scomeoveryou,Iwonder?Howlongisitsinceyou’velookedatyourselfintheglass?\"Shestraightenedherself,insolentlyconsciousofheryouthandstrength。\"Isupposeyouthinkitwouldbecheapertomarrymethantokeepahiredgirl。Everybodyknowsyou’retheclosestmaninEagleCounty;butIguessyou’renotgoingtogetyourmendingdoneforyouthatwaytwice。\"

  Mr。Royalldidnotmovewhileshespoke。Hisfacewasash—colouredandhisblackeyebrowsquiveredasthoughtheblazeofherscornhadblindedhim。Whensheceasedhehelduphishand。

  \"That’lldo——that’llaboutdo,\"hesaid。Heturnedtothedoorandtookhishatfromthehat—peg。Onthethresholdhepaused。\"Peopleain’tbeenfairtome——

  fromthefirsttheyain’tbeenfairtome,\"hesaid。

  Thenhewentout。

  AfewdayslaterNorthDormerlearnedwithsurprisethatCharityhadbeenappointedlibrarianoftheHatchardMemorialatasalaryofeightdollarsamonth,andthatoldVerenaMarsh,fromtheCrestonAlmshouse,wascomingtoliveatlawyerRoyall’sanddothecooking。

  III

  ItwasnotintheroomknownattheredhouseasMr。

  Royall’s\"office\"thathereceivedhisinfrequentclients。Professionaldignityandmasculineindependencemadeitnecessarythatheshouldhavearealoffice,underadifferentroof;andhisstandingastheonlylawyerofNorthDormerrequiredthattheroofshouldbethesameasthatwhichshelteredtheTownHallandthepost—office。

  Itwashishabittowalktothisofficetwiceaday,morningandafternoon。Itwasonthegroundfloorofthebuilding,withaseparateentrance,andaweatheredname—plateonthedoor。Beforegoinginhesteppedintothepost—officeforhismail——usuallyanemptyceremony——saidawordortwotothetown—clerk,whosatacrossthepassageinidlestate,andthenwentovertothestoreontheoppositecorner,whereCarrickFry,thestorekeeper,alwayskeptachairforhim,andwherehewassuretofindoneortwoselectmenleaningonthelongcounter,inanatmosphereofrope,leather,tarandcoffee—beans。Mr。Royall,thoughmonosyllabicathome,wasnotaverse,incertainmoods,toimpartinghisviewstohisfellow—townsmen;perhaps,also,hewasunwillingthathisrareclientsshouldsurprisehimsitting,clerklessandunoccupied,inhisdustyoffice。

  Atanyrate,hishourstherewerenotmuchlongerormoreregularthanCharity’satthelibrary;therestofthetimehespenteitheratthestoreorindrivingaboutthecountryonbusinessconnectedwiththeinsurancecompaniesthatherepresented,orinsittingathomereadingBancroft’sHistoryoftheUnitedStatesandthespeechesofDanielWebster。

  SincethedaywhenCharityhadtoldhimthatshewishedtosucceedtoEudoraSkeff’sposttheirrelationshadundefinablybutdefinitelychanged。LawyerRoyallhadkepthisword。Hehadobtainedtheplaceforheratthecostofconsiderablemaneuvering,assheguessedfromthenumberofrivalcandidates,andfromtheacerbitywithwhichtwoofthem,OrmaFryandtheeldestTargattgirl,treatedherfornearlyayearafterward。AndhehadengagedVerenaMarshtocomeupfromCrestonanddothecooking。Verenawasapooroldwidow,dodderingandshiftless:Charitysuspectedthatshecameforherkeep。Mr。Royallwastoocloseamantogiveadollaradaytoasmartgirlwhenhecouldgetadeafpauperfornothing。Butatanyrate,Verenawasthere,intheatticjustoverCharity,andthefactthatshewasdeafdidnotgreatlytroubletheyounggirl。

  Charityknewthatwhathadhappenedonthathatefulnightwouldnothappenagain。Sheunderstoodthat,profoundlyasshehaddespisedMr。Royalleversince,hedespisedhimselfstillmoreprofoundly。Ifshehadaskedforawomaninthehouseitwasfarlessforherowndefensethanforhishumiliation。Sheneedednoonetodefendher:hishumbledpridewashersurestprotection。Hehadneverspokenawordofexcuseorextenuation;theincidentwasasifithadneverbeen。

  Yetitsconsequenceswerelatentineverywordthatheandsheexchanged,ineveryglancetheyinstinctivelyturnedfromeachother。Nothingnowwouldevershakeherruleintheredhouse。

  OnthenightofhermeetingwithMissHatchard’scousinCharitylayinbed,herbarearmsclaspedunderherroughhead,andcontinuedtothinkofhim。ShesupposedthathemeanttospendsometimeinNorthDormer。Hehadsaidhewaslookinguptheoldhousesintheneighbourhood;andthoughshewasnotveryclearastohispurpose,orastowhyanyoneshouldlookforoldhouses,whentheylayinwaitforoneoneveryroadside,sheunderstoodthatheneededthehelpofbooks,andresolvedtohuntupthenextdaythevolumeshehadfailedtofind,andanyothersthatseemedrelatedtothesubject。

  Neverhadherignoranceoflifeandliteraturesoweighedonherasinrelivingtheshortsceneofherdiscomfiture。\"It’snousetryingtobeanythinginthisplace,\"shemutteredtoherpillow;andsheshrivelledatthevisionofvaguemetropolises,shiningsuper—Nettletons,wheregirlsinbetterclothesthanBelleBalch’stalkedfluentlyofarchitecturetoyoungmenwithhandslikeLuciusHarney’s。Thensherememberedhissuddenpausewhenhehadcomeclosetothedeskandhadhisfirstlookather。Thesighthadmadehimforgetwhathewasgoingtosay;sherecalledthechangeinhisface,andjumpingupsheranoverthebareboardstoherwashstand,foundthematches,litacandle,andliftedittothesquareoflooking—glassonthewhite—washedwall。Hersmallface,usuallysodarklypale,glowedlikearoseinthefaintorboflight,andunderherrumpledhairhereyesseemeddeeperandlargerthanbyday。Perhapsafterallitwasamistaketowishtheywereblue。Aclumsybandandbuttonfastenedherunbleachednight—gownaboutthethroat。Sheundidit,freedherthinshoulders,andsawherselfabrideinlow—neckedsatin,walkingdownanaislewithLuciusHarney。Hewouldkissherastheyleftthechurch……Sheputdownthecandleandcoveredherfacewithherhandsasiftoimprisonthekiss。AtthatmomentsheheardMr。Royall’sstepashecameupthestairstobed,andafiercerevulsionoffeelingsweptoverher。Untilthenshehadmerelydespisedhim;nowdeephatredofhimfilledherheart。Hebecametoherahorribleoldman……

  Thenextday,whenMr。Royallcamebacktodinner,theyfacedeachotherinsilenceasusual。Verena’spresenceatthetablewasanexcusefortheirnottalking,thoughherdeafnesswouldhavepermittedthefreestinterchangeofconfidences。Butwhenthemealwasover,andMr。Royallrosefromthetable,helookedbackatCharity,whohadstayedtohelptheoldwomanclearawaythedishes。

  \"Iwanttospeaktoyouaminute,\"hesaid;andshefollowedhimacrossthepassage,wondering。

  Heseatedhimselfinhisblackhorse—hairarmchair,andsheleanedagainstthewindow,indifferently。Shewasimpatienttobegonetothelibrary,tohuntforthebookonNorthDormer。

  \"Seehere,\"hesaid,\"whyain’tyouatthelibrarythedaysyou’resupposedtobethere?\"

  Thequestion,breakinginonhermoodofblissfulabstraction,deprivedherofspeech,andshestaredathimforamomentwithoutanswering。

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