CHAPTERIV
ThatnightFatherPedrodreamedastrangedream。Howmuchofitwasreality,howlongitlasted,orwhenheawokefromit,hecouldnottell。Themorbidexcitementofthepreviousdayculminatedinafebrileexaltationinwhichhelivedandmovedasinaseparateexistence。
Thisiswhatheremembered。Hethoughthehadrisenatnightinasuddenhorrorofremorse,andmakinghiswaytothedarkenedchurchhadfallenuponhiskneesbeforethehighaltar,whenallatoncetheacolyte’svoicebrokefromthechoir,butinaccentssodissonantandunnaturalthatitseemedasacrilege,andhetrembled。Hethoughthehadconfessedthesecretofthechild’ssextoCranch,butwhetherthenextmorningoraweeklaterhedidnotknow。Hefancied,too,thatCranchhadalsoconfessedsometriflingdeceptiontohim,butwhat,orwhy,hecouldnotremember;
somuchgreaterseemedtheenormityofhisowntransgression。HethoughtCranchhadputinhishandstheletterhehadwrittentotheFatherSuperior,sayingthathissecretwasstillsafe,andthathehadbeensparedtheavowalandthescandalthatmighthaveensued。Butthroughall,andaboveall,hewasconsciousofonefixedidea:toseektheseashorewithSanchicha,anduponthespotwhereshehadfoundFrancisco,meettheyounggirlwhohadtakenhisplace,andsopartfromherforever。Hehadadimrecollectionthatthiswasnecessarytosomelegalidentificationofher,asarrangedbyCranch,buthoworwhyhedidnotunderstand;enoughthatitwasapartofhispenance。
ItwasearlymorningwhenthefaithfulAntonio,accompaniedbySanchichaandJose,rodeforthwithhimfromtheMissionofSanCarmel。Exceptontheexpressionlessfeaturesoftheoldwoman,therewasanxietyandgloomuponthefacesofthelittlecavalcade。