CHAPTERV
REVENGE
Andfullofblackrage!Hadsheonlyreproachedme,or,turningonmeinthehourofMYvictory,saidallthatshehadnowsaidinthemomentofherown,Icouldhaveborneit。Shemighthaveshamedmethen,andImighthavetakentheshametomyselfandforgivenher。But,asitwas,Istoodthereinthegatheringdusk,betweenthedarkeninghedges,baffled,tricked,defeated!Andbyawoman!Shehadpittedherwitsagainstmine,herwoman\'swillagainstmyexperience,andshehadcomeoffthevictor。Andthenshehadreviledme!AsItookitallin,andbegantocomprehendalsothemoreremoteresults,andhowcompletelyhermovehadmadefurtherprogressonmypartimpossible,Ihatedher。Shehadtrickedmewithhergraciouswaysandherslow-comingsmile。And,afterall——forwhatshehadsaid——itwasthisman\'slifeormine。\'WhathadIdonethatanothermanwouldnotdo?MONDIEU!inthefuturetherewasnothingIwouldnotdo。Iwouldmakehersmartforthosewordsofhers!Iwouldbringhertoherknees!
Still,hotasIwas,anhourmighthaverestoredmetocoolness。ButwhenIstartedtoreturn,Ifellintoafreshrage,forIrememberedthatIdidnotknowmywayoutofthemazeofridesandpathsintowhichshehaddrawnme;andthisandthemishapswhichfollowed,keptmyragehot。ForafullhourIwanderedinthewood,unable,thoughIknewwherethevillagelay,tofindanytrackwhichledcontinuouslyinonedirection。
Whenever,attheendofeachattempt,thethicketbroughtmeupshort,IfanciedthatIheardherlaughingonthefarthersideofthebrake;andtheignominyofthischancepunishment,andthecheckwhichtheconfinementplacedonmyrage,almostmaddenedme。InthedarknessIfell,androsecursing;Itoremyhandswiththorns;Istainedmysuit,whichhadsufferedsadlyoncebefore。Atlength,whenIhadalmostresignedmyselftolieinthewood,Icaughtsightofthelightsofthevillage,and,tremblingbetweenhasteandanger,pressedtowardsthem。InafewminutesIstoodinthelittlestreet。