\"`Thatname,’saidSancerre,`soastonishedme,thatthoughmyfirstintentionwastotellhimIwasmoreafflictedthanhe,I
hadnotthepowertospeak:hecontinuedtoinformme,thathehadbeeninlovewithhersixmonths,thathewasalwaysdesiroustoletmeknowit,butshehadexpresslyforbidhim;andinsoauthoritativeamanner,thathedurstnotdisobeyher;thathegainedherinamannerassoonashecourtedher,thattheyconcealedtheirmutualpassionforeachotherfromthewholeworld,thathenevervisitedherpublicly,thathehadthepleasuretoremovehersorrowforherhusband’sdeath,andthatlastlyhewastohavemarriedherattheveryjunctureinwhichshedied;butthatthismarriage,whichwasaneffectoflove,wouldhaveappearedinheraneffectofdutyandobedience,shehavingprevaileduponherfathertolayhiscommandsonhertomarryhim,inordertoavoidtheappearanceoftoogreatanalterationinherconduct,whichhadseemedsoaversetoasecondmarriage。’
\"`WhileEtoutevillewasspeakingtome,’saidSancerre,`I
believedallhesaid,becauseIfoundsomuchprobabilityinit,andbecausethetimewhenhetoldmehispassionforMadamdeTournoncommenced,ispreciselythesamewiththatwhensheappearedchangedtowardsme;butthenextmorningIthoughthimaliar,oratleastanenthusiast,andwasuponthepointoftellinghimso。AfterwardsIcameintoaninclinationofclearingupthematter,andproposedseveralquestions,andlaidmydoubtsbeforehim,inaword,Iproceededsofartoconvincemyselfofmymisfortune,thatheaskedmeifIknewMadamdeTournon’shandwriting,andwiththatthrewuponmybedfourlettersofhersandherpicture;mybrothercameinthatminute;
Etouteville’sfacewassofulloftears,thathewasforcedtowithdrawtoavoidbeingobserved,andsaidhewouldcomeagainintheeveningtofetchwhatheleftwithme;andasforme,Isentmybrotherawayunderpretenceofbeingindisposed,soimpatientwasItoseethelettershehadleft,andsofullofhopestofindsomethingtherethatmightmakemedisbelievewhatEtoutevillehadbeentellingme;butalas!WhatdidInotfindthere?Whattenderness!whatassurancesofmarriage!whatletters!Sheneverwrotetheliketome。Thus,’continuedhe,`amIatoncepiercedwithanguishforherdeathandforherfalsehood,twoevilswhichhavebeenoftencompared,butneverfeltbeforebythesamepersonatthesametime;Iconfess,tomyshame,thatstillIammoregrievedforherlossthanforherchange;Icannotthinkherguiltyenough,toconsenttoherdeath:weresheliving,Ishouldhavethesatisfactiontoreproachher,andtorevengemyselfonherbymakinghersensibleofherinjustice;butIshallseehernomore,Ishallseehernomore;thisisthegreatestmisfortuneofallothers;wouldI