Unskilledlabouristhefirsttofeeltheslacknessofhardtimes,andIhadnotradessavethoseofsailorandlaundryman。WithmynewresponsibilitiesIdidn’tdaregotosea,andIfailedtofindajobatlaundrying。Ifailedtofindajobatanything。Ihadmynamedowninfiveemploymentbureaux。Iadvertisedinthreenewspapers。IsoughtoutthefewfriendsIknewwhomightbeabletogetmework;buttheywereeitheruninterestedorunabletofindanythingforme。
Thesituationwasdesperate。Ipawnedmywatch,mybicycle,andamackintoshofwhichmyfatherhadbeenveryproudandwhichhehadlefttome。Itwasandismysolelegacyinthisworld。Ithadcostfifteendollars,andthepawnbrokerletmehavetwodollarsonit。And——oh,yes——awater-frontcomradeofearlieryearsdriftedalongonedaywithadresssuitwrappedinnewspapers。Hecouldgivenoadequateexplanationofhowhehadcometopossessit,nordidIpressforanexplanation。Iwantedthesuitmyself。
No;nottowear。Itradedhimalotofrubbishwhich,beingunpawnable,wasuselesstome。Hepeddledtherubbishforseveraldollars,whileIpledgedthedress-suitwithmypawnbrokerforfivedollars。AndforallIknowthepawnbrokerstillhasthesuit。Ihadneverintendedtoredeemit。
ButIcouldn’tgetanywork。YetIwasabargaininthelabourmarket。Iwastwenty-twoyearsold,weighedonehundredandsixty-fivepoundsstripped,everypoundofwhichwasexcellentfortoil;andthelasttracesofmyscurvywerevanishingbeforeatreatmentofpotatoeschewedraw。Itackledeveryopeningforemployment。Itriedtobecomeastudiomodel,butthereweretoomanyfine-bodiedyoungfellowsoutofjobs。Iansweredadvertisementsofelderlyinvalidsinneedofcompanions。AndI
almostbecameasewingmachineagent,oncommission,withoutsalary。Butpoorpeopledon’tbuysewingmachinesinhardtimes,soIwasforcedtoforgothatemployment。