Theotherphaseofthedeath-roadwasthatofthehabitualdrunkards,whohadawayofturninguptheirtoeswithoutapparentprovocation。Whentheytooksick,evenwithtriflingafflictionsthatanyordinarymancouldpullthrough,theyjustpeggedout。
Sometimestheywerefoundunattendedanddeadintheirbeds;onoccasiontheirbodiesweredraggedoutofthewater;andsometimesitwasjustplainaccident,aswhenBillKelley,unloadingcargowhiledrunk,hadafingerjerkedoff,which,underthecircumstances,mightjustaseasilyhavebeenhishead。
SoIconsideredmysituationandknewthatIwasgettingintoabadwayofliving。Itmadetowarddeathtooquicklytosuitmyyouthandvitality。Andtherewasonlyonewayoutofthishazardousmannerofliving,andthatwastogetout。ThesealingfleetwaswinteringinSanFranciscoBay,andinthesaloonsImetskippers,mates,hunters,boat-steerers,andboat-pullers。Imettheseal-hunter,PeteHolt,andagreedtobehisboat-pullerandtosignonanyschoonerhesignedon。AndIhadtohavehalfadozendrinkswithPeteHoltthereandthentosealouragreement。
AndatonceawokeallmyoldunrestthatJohnBarleycornhadputtosleep。IfoundmyselfactuallyboredwiththesaloonlifeoftheOaklandwater-front,andwonderedwhatIhadeverfoundfascinatinginit。Also,withthisdeath-roadconceptinmybrain,Ibegantogrowafraidthatsomethingwouldhappentomebeforesailingday,whichwassetforsometimeinJanuary。I
livedmorecircumspectly,dranklessdeeply,andwenthomemorefrequently。Whendrinkinggrewtoowild,Igotout。WhenNelsonwasinhismaniacalcups,Imanagedtogetseparatedfromhim。