INTENTIONS

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INTENTIONS Oscar Wilde

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  Heretheimitation,asfarasitwent,wasofcourseaccidental。

  Inthefollowingcasetheimitationwasself-conscious。Intheyear1879,justafterIhadleftOxford,ImetatareceptionatthehouseofoneoftheForeignMinistersawomanofverycuriousexoticbeauty。Webecamegreatfriends,andwereconstantlytogether。Andyetwhatinterestedmemostinherwasnotherbeauty,buthercharacter,herentirevaguenessofcharacter。Sheseemedtohavenopersonalityatall,butsimplythepossibilityofmanytypes。Sometimesshewouldgiveherselfupentirelytoart,turnherdrawing-roomintoastudio,andspendtwoorthreedaysaweekatpicturegalleriesormuseums。Thenshewouldtaketoattendingrace-meetings,wearthemosthorseyclothes,andtalkaboutnothingbutbetting。Sheabandonedreligionformesmerism,mesmerismforpolitics,andpoliticsforthemelodramaticexcitementsofphilanthropy。Infact,shewasakindofProteus,andasmuchafailureinallhertransformationsaswasthatwondroussea-godwhenOdysseuslaidholdofhim。OnedayaserialbeganinoneoftheFrenchmagazines。AtthattimeIusedtoreadserialstories,andIwellremembertheshockofsurpriseIfeltwhenIcametothedescriptionoftheheroine。ShewassolikemyfriendthatIbroughtherthemagazine,andsherecognisedherselfinitimmediately,andseemedfascinatedbytheresemblance。I

  shouldtellyou,bytheway,thatthestorywastranslatedfromsomedeadRussianwriter,sothattheauthorhadnottakenhistypefrommyfriend。Well,toputthematterbriefly,somemonthsafterwardsIwasinVenice,andfindingthemagazineinthereading-roomofthehotel,Itookitupcasuallytoseewhathadbecomeoftheheroine。Itwasamostpiteoustale,asthegirlhadendedbyrunningawaywithamanabsolutelyinferiortoher,notmerelyinsocialstation,butincharacterandintellectalso。I

  wrotetomyfriendthateveningaboutmyviewsonJohnBellini,andtheadmirableicesatFlorian’s,andtheartisticvalueofgondolas,butaddedapostscripttotheeffectthatherdoubleinthestoryhadbehavedinaverysillymanner。Idon’tknowwhyI

  addedthat,butIrememberIhadasortofdreadovermethatshemightdothesamething。Beforemyletterhadreachedher,shehadrunawaywithamanwhodesertedherinsixmonths。Isawherin1884inParis,whereshewaslivingwithhermother,andIaskedherwhetherthestoryhadhadanythingtodowithheraction。Shetoldmethatshehadfeltanabsolutelyirresistibleimpulsetofollowtheheroinestepbystepinherstrangeandfatalprogress,andthatitwaswithafeelingofrealterrorthatshehadlookedforwardtothelastfewchaptersofthestory。Whentheyappeared,itseemedtoherthatshewascompelledtoreproducetheminlife,andshedidso。ItwasamostclearexampleofthisimitativeinstinctofwhichIwasspeaking,andanextremelytragicone。

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