Heretheimitation,asfarasitwent,wasofcourseaccidental。
Inthefollowingcasetheimitationwasself-conscious。Intheyear1879,justafterIhadleftOxford,ImetatareceptionatthehouseofoneoftheForeignMinistersawomanofverycuriousexoticbeauty。Webecamegreatfriends,andwereconstantlytogether。Andyetwhatinterestedmemostinherwasnotherbeauty,buthercharacter,herentirevaguenessofcharacter。Sheseemedtohavenopersonalityatall,butsimplythepossibilityofmanytypes。Sometimesshewouldgiveherselfupentirelytoart,turnherdrawing-roomintoastudio,andspendtwoorthreedaysaweekatpicturegalleriesormuseums。Thenshewouldtaketoattendingrace-meetings,wearthemosthorseyclothes,andtalkaboutnothingbutbetting。Sheabandonedreligionformesmerism,mesmerismforpolitics,andpoliticsforthemelodramaticexcitementsofphilanthropy。Infact,shewasakindofProteus,andasmuchafailureinallhertransformationsaswasthatwondroussea-godwhenOdysseuslaidholdofhim。OnedayaserialbeganinoneoftheFrenchmagazines。AtthattimeIusedtoreadserialstories,andIwellremembertheshockofsurpriseIfeltwhenIcametothedescriptionoftheheroine。ShewassolikemyfriendthatIbroughtherthemagazine,andsherecognisedherselfinitimmediately,andseemedfascinatedbytheresemblance。I
shouldtellyou,bytheway,thatthestorywastranslatedfromsomedeadRussianwriter,sothattheauthorhadnottakenhistypefrommyfriend。Well,toputthematterbriefly,somemonthsafterwardsIwasinVenice,andfindingthemagazineinthereading-roomofthehotel,Itookitupcasuallytoseewhathadbecomeoftheheroine。Itwasamostpiteoustale,asthegirlhadendedbyrunningawaywithamanabsolutelyinferiortoher,notmerelyinsocialstation,butincharacterandintellectalso。I
wrotetomyfriendthateveningaboutmyviewsonJohnBellini,andtheadmirableicesatFlorian’s,andtheartisticvalueofgondolas,butaddedapostscripttotheeffectthatherdoubleinthestoryhadbehavedinaverysillymanner。Idon’tknowwhyI
addedthat,butIrememberIhadasortofdreadovermethatshemightdothesamething。Beforemyletterhadreachedher,shehadrunawaywithamanwhodesertedherinsixmonths。Isawherin1884inParis,whereshewaslivingwithhermother,andIaskedherwhetherthestoryhadhadanythingtodowithheraction。Shetoldmethatshehadfeltanabsolutelyirresistibleimpulsetofollowtheheroinestepbystepinherstrangeandfatalprogress,andthatitwaswithafeelingofrealterrorthatshehadlookedforwardtothelastfewchaptersofthestory。Whentheyappeared,itseemedtoherthatshewascompelledtoreproducetheminlife,andshedidso。ItwasamostclearexampleofthisimitativeinstinctofwhichIwasspeaking,andanextremelytragicone。