I’veapatientnearthere。\"Hesmileduponherwithfrankcuriosity,andseemedwillingtodetainher,butatalosshowtodoso。\"IfIhadn’tbeenstupidfrommynapIshouldhaveinferredascientifictrainingfromyourstatementofyourfriend’scase。\"Shestillbelievedthathewaslaughingather,andthatthiswasamockbutshewasstillhelplesstoresentit,exceptbyanassumptionofyetcolderstate。ThishadapparentlynoeffectuponDr。Mulbridge。Hecontinuedtolookatherwithhardlyconcealedamusement,andvisiblytogrowmoreandmoreconsciousofhereleganceandstyle,nowthatshestoodbeforehim。
Therehadbeenatimewhen,inplanninghercareer,shehadimaginedherselfstudyingamasculinesimplicityanddirectnessofaddress;buttheover-successofsomeyoungwomen,herfellowsattheschool,inthisdirectionhaddisgustedherwithit,andshehadperceivedthatafterallthereisnothingbetterforagirl,evenagirlwhoisadoctorofmedicine,thanaladylikemanner。Now,however,shewishedthatshecoulddoorsaysomethingaggressivelymannish,forshefeltherselfdwindlingawaytothemerestfemininity,underascrutinywhichhaditsfascination,whetheragreeableordisagreeable。\"Youmust,\"hesaid,withreallyunwarrantablepatronage,\"havefoundthatthestudyofmedicinehasitsdifficulties,——youmusthavebeenverystronglydrawntoit。\"
\"Ohno,notatall;Ihadratheranaversionatfirst,\"shereplied,withtheinstantsuperiorityofawomanwherethemansuffersanytopictobecomepersonal。\"WhydidyouthinkIwasdrawntoit?\"
\"Idon’tknow——Idon’tknowthatIthoughtso,\"hestammered。\"IbelieveIintendedtoask,\"headdedbluntly;butshehadthesatisfactionofseeinghimredden,andshedidnotvolunteeranythinginhisrelief。
Shedivinedthatitwouldleavehimwithanawkwardsenseofdefeatifhequittedthesubjectthere;andinfacthehaddeterminedthathewouldnot。\"Someofourladiestakeupthestudyabroad,\"hesaid;andhewentontospeak,witharealdeference,oftheeminentwomanwhodidtheAmericannamehonorbythedistinctionsheachievedintheschoolsofParis。