hiswivesfurtherin;thechildrenwiththeirmothers。Shecouldheartheirbreathing;Bulangi\'ssleepyvoice;thesharpcryofachildsoonhushedwithtenderwords。Andsheclosedhereyestothemurmurofthewaterbelowher,tothewhisperofthewarmwindabove,ignorantofthenever-ceasinglifeofthattropicalnaturethatspoketoherinvainwiththethousandfaintvoicesofthenearforest,withthebreathoftepidwind;intheheavyscentsthatlingeredaroundherhead;inthewhitewraithsofmorningmistthathungoverherinthesolemnhushofallcreationbeforethedawn。
Suchhadbeenherexistencebeforethecomingofthebrigwiththestrangers。Sherememberedwellthattime;theuproarinthesettlement,thenever-endingwonder,thedaysandnightsoftalkandexcitement。Sherememberedherowntimiditywiththestrangemen,tillthebrigmooredtothebankbecameinamannerpartofthesettlement,andthefearworeoffinthefamiliarityofconstantintercourse。Thecallonboardthenbecamepartofherdailyround。Shewalkedhesitatinglyuptheslantingplanksofthegangwayamidsttheencouragingshoutsandmoreorlessdecentjokesofthemenidlingoverthebulwarks。Thereshesoldherwarestothosementhatspokesoloudandcarriedthemselvessofree。Therewasathrong,aconstantcomingandgoing;callsinterchanged,ordersgivenandexecutedwithshouts;therattleofblocks,theflingingaboutofcoilsofrope。Shesatoutofthewayundertheshadeoftheawning,withhertraybeforeher,theveildrawnwelloverherface,feelingshyamongstsomanymen。Shesmiledatallbuyers,butspoketonone,lettingtheirjestspasswithstolidunconcern。Sheheardmanytalestoldaroundheroffar-offcountries,ofstrangecustoms,ofeventsstrangerstill。Thosemenwerebrave;butthemostfearlessofthemspokeoftheirchiefwithfear。Oftenthemantheycalledtheirmasterpassedbeforeher,walkingerectandindifferent,intheprideofyouth,intheflashofrichdress,withatinkleofgoldornaments,whileeverybodystoodasidewatchinganxiouslyforamovementofhislips,readytodohisbidding。Thenallherlifeseemedtorushintohereyes,andfromunderherveilshegazedathim,charmed,yetfearfultoattractattention。Onedayhenoticedherandasked,\"Whoisthatgirl?\"\"Aslave,Tuan!Agirlthatsellscakes,\"adozenvoicesrepliedtogether。
Sheroseinterrortorunonshore,whenhecalledherback;andasshestoodtremblingwithheadhungdownbeforehim,hespokekindwords,liftingherchinwithhishandandlookingintohereyeswithasmile。\"Donotbeafraid,\"hesaid。Heneverspoketoheranymore。Somebodycalledoutfromtheriverbank;heturnedawayandforgotherexistence。TaminahsawAlmayerstandingontheshorewithNinaonhisarm。SheheardNina\'svoicecallingoutgaily,andsawDain\'sfacebrightenwithjoyasheleapedonshore。Shehatedthesoundofthatvoiceeversince。
AfterthatdaysheleftoffvisitingAlmayer\'scompound,andpassedthenoonhoursundertheshadeofthebrigawning。Shewatchedforhiscomingwithheartbeatingquickerandquicker,asheapproached,intoawildtumultofnewly-arousedfeelingsofjoyandhopeandfearthatdiedawaywithDain\'sretreatingfigure,leavinghertiredout,asifafterastruggle,sittingstillforalongtimeindreamylanguor。Thenshepaddledhomeslowlyintheafternoon,oftenlettinghercanoefloatwiththelazystreaminthequietbackwateroftheriver。Thepaddlehungidleinthewaterasshesatinthestern,onehandsupportingherchin,hereyeswideopen,listeningintentlytothewhisperingofherheartthatseemedtoswellatlastintoasongofextremesweetness。Listeningtothatsongshehuskedthericeathome;itdulledherearstotheshrillbickeringsofBulangi\'swives,tothesoundofangryreproachesaddressedtoherself。
Andwhenthesunwasnearitssettingshewalkedtothebathing-placeandhearditasshestoodonthetendergrassofthelowbank,herrobeatherfeet,andlookedatthereflectionofherfigureontheglass-likesurfaceofthecreek。Listeningtoitshewalkedslowlyback,herwethairhangingoverhershoulders;layingdowntorestunderthebrightstars,sheclosedhereyestothemurmurofthewaterbelow,ofthewarmwindabove;tothevoiceofnaturespeakingthroughthefaintnoisesofthegreatforest,andtothesongofherownheart。