JULY8。
Whatachildismanthatheshouldbesosolicitousaboutalook！
Whatachildisman！WehadbeentoWalheim：theladieswentinacarriage;butduringourwalkIthoughtIsawinCharlotte’sdarkeyes——Iamafool——butforgiveme！youshouldseethem，——thoseeyes。——However，tobebrief（formyowneyesareweigheddownwithsleep），youmustknow，whentheladiessteppedintotheircarriageagain，youngW。Seldstadt，Andran，andIwerestandingaboutthedoor。Theyareamerrysetoffellows，andtheywerealllaughingandjokingtogether。IwatchedCharlotte’seyes。
Theywanderedfromonetotheother;buttheydidnotlightonme，onme，whostoodtheremotionless，andwhosawnothingbuther！
Myheartbadeherathousandtimesadieu，butshenoticedmenot。