Theministerfollowed,smiling,andnotunpleasantlyexcitedbythewarofelements;for,bydintofhardworkthroughthelongsummer’sday,thegreaterpartofthehaywassafelyhousedinthebarninthefield。OnceortwiceinthesucceedingbustleIcameacrossPhillis,alwaysbusy,and,asitseemedtome,alwaysdoingtherightthing。WhenIwasaloneinmyownroomatnightIallowedmyselftofeelrelieved;andtobelievethattheworstwasover,andwasnotsoverybadafterall。Butthesucceedingdayswereverymiserable。SometimesIthoughtitmustbemyfancythatfalselyrepresentedPhillistomeasstrangelychanged,forsurely,ifthisideaofminewaswell-founded,herparents——herfatherandmother——herownfleshandblood——wouldhavebeenthefirsttoperceiveit。Yettheywentonintheirhouseholdpeaceandcontent;ifanything,alittlemorecheerfullythanusual,forthe’harvestofthefirst-fruits’,astheministercalledit,hadbeenmorebounteousthanusual,andtherewasplentyallaroundinwhichthehumblestlabourerwasmadetoshare。Aftertheonethunderstorm,cameoneortwolovelyserenesummerdays,duringwhichthehaywasallcarried;andthensucceededlongsoftrainsfillingtheearsofcorn,andcausingthemowngrasstospringafresh。Theministerallowedhimselfafewmorehoursofrelaxationandhomeenjoymentthanusualduringthiswetspell:hardearth-boundfrostwashiswinterholiday;thesewetdays,afterthehayharvest,hissummerholiday。Wesatewithopenwindows,thefragranceandthefreshnesscalledoutbythesoft-fallingrainfillingthehouse-place;whilethequietceaselesspatteramongtheleavesoutsideoughttohavehadthesamelullingeffectasallothergentleperpetualsounds,suchasmill-wheelsandbubblingsprings,haveonthenervesofhappypeople。Buttwoofuswerenothappy。Iwassureenoughofmyself,forone。Iwasworsethansure,——IwaswretchedlyanxiousaboutPhillis。
Eversincethatdayofthethunderstormtherehadbeenanew,sharp,discordantsoundtomeinhervoice,asortofjangleinhertone;andherrestlesseyeshadnoquietnessinthem;andhercolourcameandwentwithoutacausethatIcouldfindout。Theminister,happyinignoranceofwhatmostconcernedhim,broughtouthisbooks;hislearnedvolumesandclassics。WhetherhereadandtalkedtoPhillis,ortome,Idonotknow;butfeelingbyinstinctthatshewasnot,couldnotbe,attendingtothepeacefuldetails,sostrangeandforeigntotheturmoilinherheart,Iforcedmyselftolisten,andifpossibletounderstand。
’Lookhere!’saidtheminister,tappingtheoldvellum-boundbookheheld;’inthefirstGeorgichespeaksofrollingandirrigation,alittlefurtheronheinsistsonchoiceofthebestseed,andadvisesustokeepthedrainsclear。Again,noScotchfarmercouldgiveshrewderadvicethantocutlightmeadowswhilethedewison,eventhoughitinvolvenight-work。Itisalllivingtruthinthesedays。’Hebeganbeatingtimewitharuleruponhisknee,tosomeLatinlineshereadaloudjustthen。
IsupposethemonotonouschantirritatedPhillistosomeirregularenergy,forIrememberthequickknottingandbreakingofthethreadwithwhichshewassewing。Ineverhearthatsnaprepeatednow,withoutsuspectingsomestingorstabtroublingtheheartoftheworker。CousinHolman,atherpeacefulknitting,noticedthereasonwhyPhillishadsoconstantlytointerrupttheprogressofherseam。
’Itisbadthread,I’mafraid,’shesaid,inagentlesympatheticvoice。