A PERSONAL RECORD

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A PERSONAL RECORD JOSEPH CONRAD

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  Ithasadeeper,and,Iventuretothink,amoreestimableoriginthanthecapriceofemotionallawlessness。Itis,indeed,lawful,insomuchthatitisgiven(reluctantly)foraconsideration,forseveralconsiderations。Thereisthatrobustness,forinstance,sooftenthesignofgoodmoralbalance。That’saconsideration。Itisnot,indeed,pleasanttobestampedupon,buttheverythoroughnessoftheoperation,implyingnotonlyacarefulreading,butsomerealinsightintoworkwhosequalitiesanddefects,whatevertheymaybe,arenotsomuchonthesurface,issomethingtobethankfulforinviewofthefactthatitmayhappentoone’sworktobecondemnedwithoutbeingreadatall。Thisisthemostfatuousadventurethatcanwellhappentoawriterventuringhissoulamongcriticisms。Itcandoonenoharm,ofcourse,butitisdisagreeable。Itisdisagreeableinthesamewayasdiscoveringathree-card-trickmanamongadecentlotoffolkinathird-classcompartment。Theopenimpudenceofthewholetransaction,appealinginsidiouslytothefollyandcredulityofmankind,thebrazen,shamelesspatter,proclaimingthefraudopenlywhileinsistingonthefairnessofthegame,giveoneafeelingofsickeningdisgust。Thehonestviolenceofaplainmanplayingafairgamefairly——evenifhemeanstoknockyouover——mayappearshocking,butitremainswithinthepaleofdecency。Damagingasitmaybe,itisinnosenseoffensive。

  Onemaywellfeelsomeregardforhonesty,evenifpractiseduponone’sownvilebody。Butitisveryobviousthatanenemyofthatsortwillnotbestayedbyexplanationsorplacatedbyapologies。WereItoadvancethepleaofyouthinexcuseofthenaivenesstobefoundinthesepages,hewouldbelikelytosay\"Bosh!\"inacolumnandahalfoffierceprint。Yetawriterisnoolderthanhisfirstpublishedbook,and,notwithstandingthevainappearancesofdecaywhichattendusinthistransitorylife,Istandherewiththewreathofonlyfifteenshortsummersonmybrow。

  Withtheremark,then,thatatsuchtenderagesomenaivenessoffeelingandexpressionisexcusable,Iproceedtoadmitthat,uponthewhole,mypreviousstateofexistencewasnotagoodequipmentforaliterarylife。PerhapsIshouldnothaveusedthewordliterary。Thatwordpresupposesanintimacyofacquaintancewithletters,aturnofmind,andamanneroffeelingtowhichI

  darelaynoclaim。Ionlyloveletters;buttheloveoflettersdoesnotmakealiteraryman,anymorethantheloveoftheseamakesaseaman。Anditisverypossible,too,thatIlovethelettersinthesamewayaliterarymanmaylovetheseahelooksatfromtheshore——asceneofgreatendeavourandofgreatachievementschangingthefaceoftheworld,thegreatopenwaytoallsortsofundiscoveredcountries。No,perhapsIhadbettersaythatthelifeatsea——andIdon’tmeanameretasteofit,butagoodbroadspanofyears,somethingthatreallycountsasrealservice——isnot,uponthewhole,agoodequipmentforawritinglife。Godforbid,though,thatIshouldbethoughtofasdenyingmymastersofthequarter-deck。Iamnotcapableofthatsortofapostasy。Ihaveconfessedmyattitudeofpietytowardtheirshadesinthreeorfourtales,andifanymanonearthmorethananotherneedstobetruetohimselfashehopestobesaved,itiscertainlythewriteroffiction。

  WhatImeanttosay,simply,isthatthequarter-decktrainingdoesnotprepareonesufficientlyforthereceptionofliterarycriticism。Onlythat,andnomore。Butthisdefectisnotwithoutgravity。Ifitbepermissibletotwist,invert,adapt(andspoil)Mr。AnatoleFrance’sdefinitionofagoodcritic,thenletussaythatthegoodauthorishewhocontemplateswithoutmarkedjoyorexcessivesorrowtheadventuresofhissoulamongcriticisms。Farbefrommetheintentiontomisleadanattentivepublicintothebeliefthatthereisnocriticismatsea。Thatwouldbedishonest,andevenimpolite。Everthingcanbefoundatsea,accordingtothespiritofyourquest——strife,peace,romance,naturalismofthemostpronouncedkind,ideals,boredom,disgust,inspiration——andeveryconceivableopportunity,includingtheopportunitytomakeafoolofyourself,exactlyasinthepursuitofliterature。Butthequarter-deckcriticismissomewhatdifferentfromliterarycriticism。Thismuchtheyhaveincommon,thatbeforetheoneandtheothertheansweringback,asageneralrule,doesnotpay。

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