IthinkthatIdidnottrytoseeCambridgethesamedaythatIsawLowell,butwiselycamebacktomyhotelinBoston,andtriedtorealizethefact。Iwentoutanotherday,withanacquaintancefromOhio;whomI
ranuponinthestreet。WewenttoMountAuburntogether,andIvieweditsmonumentswithareverencewhichIdaresaytheirartisticqualitydidnotmerit。ButIam,notsorryforthis,forperhapstheyarenotquitesobadassomepeoplepretend。TheGothicchapelofthecemetery,unsortedasitwas,gaveme,withitshalf—dozenstatuesstandingorsittingabout,anemotionsuchasIamafraidIcouldnotreceivenowfromtheAcropolis,WestminsterAbbey,andSantaCroceainone。Itriedhardforsomeaestheticsenseofit,andImadebelievethatIthoughtthisthingandthatthingintheplacemovedmewithitsfitnessorbeauty;butthetruthisthatIhadnotasteinanythingbutliterature,anddidnotfeeltheeffectIwouldsowillinglyhaveexperienced。
IdidgenuinelylovetheelmyquietofthedearoldCambridgestreets,though,andIhadarealandinstantpleasureintheyellowcolonialhouses,withtheirwhitecornersandcasementsandtheirgreenblinds,thatlurkedbehindtheshrubberyoftheavenueIpassedthroughtoMountAuburn。Themostbeautifulamongthemwasthemostinterestingforme,foritwasthehouseofLongfellow;mycompanion,whohadseenitbefore,pointeditouttomewithanairofcustom,andIwouldnotlethimseethatIvaluedthefirstsightofitasIdid。IhadhopedthatsomehowI
mightbesofavoredastoseeLongfellowhimself,butwhenIaskedabouthimofthosewhoknew,theysaid,\"Oh,heisatNahant,\"andIthoughtthatNahantmustbeagreatwayoff,andatanyrateIdidnotfeelauthorizedtogotohimthere。NeitherdidIgotoseetheauthorof’TheAmberGods’,wholivedatNewburyport,Iwastold,asifIshouldknowwhereNewburyportwas;Ididnotknow,andIhatedtoask。Besides,itdidnotseemsosimpleasithadseemedinOhio,togoandseeayoungladysimplybecauseIwasinfatuatedwithherliterature;evenastheenvoyofalltheinfatuatedyoungpeopleofColumbus,Icouldnotquitedothis;andwhenIgothome,IhadtoaccountformyfailureasbestI
could。AnotherfailureofminewasthesightofWhittier,whichIthenverymuchlongedtohave。Theysaid,\"Oh,WhittierlivesatAmesbury,\"