Hehadsoughther;hehadliftedheraboveherownlife。Ifonehumanbeinghadeverputitshappinessinthehandsofanother,thathadbeendone。Ifhehadnotdeliberatelytaughthertolovehim,hehadnottriedtopreventit。Hecouldnotexcusehimself;
thethoughtofgainingheraffectionhadoccurredtohim,andhehadputitaside。Therewasnoexcuse;forwhenshegaveherlove,hehadacceptedit,and,asfarassheknew,hadgivenhisownunreservedly。Ah,thatfatalmomentofweakness,thatnightonthemountam—side!Couldhetellher,couldhetellRaines,thetruth,andasktobereleased?WhatcouldEasterwithherdevotion,andRaineswithhissinglenessofheart,knowofthissubstituteforlovewhichcivilizationhadtaughthim?Or,grantingthattheycouldunderstand,hemightreturnhome;butEaster—whatwasleftforher?
Itwasuselesstotrytopersuadehimselfthatherlovewouldfadeaway,perhapsquickly,andleavenoscar;thatRaineswouldintimewinherforhimself,hisfirstideaoftheirunionberealized,and,intheend,allhappenforthebest。Thatmighteasilybepossiblewithadifferentnatureunderdifferentconditions—anaturelesspassionate,incontactwiththeworldandresponsivetovariedinterests;butnotwithEaster—alonewithalovethathadshamedhim,withmountain,earth,andskyunchanged,andthevacantdaysmarkedonlybyadrearyroundofwearisometasks。HerememberedRainesslastwords—\"Airyegoin’toleavethepo’galtodiesorrowin’ferye?\"Whathappinesswouldbepossibleforhimwiththatlonelymountain—topandthewhite,drawnfaceforeverhauntinghim?
Thatverynightalettercame,witharudesuperscription—thefirstfromEaster。Withinitwasapoortintype,fromwhichEaster’seyeslookedshylyathim。Beforehelefthehadtriedinvaintogethertothetentofanitinerantphotographer。Duringhisabsence,shehadevidentlygoneofherownaccord。Thefacewasverybeautiful,andinitwasanexpressionofquestioning,modestpride。
\"Aren’tyousurprised?\"itseemedtosay—\"andpleased?Onlytheface,withitsdelicatelines,andthethroatandtheshoulderswerevisible。