Thetaleofthisgreatfailureis,tothosewhoremainedtruetohim,thetaleofasuccess.Inhisyouthhetookthoughtfornoonebuthimself;whenhecameashoreagain,hiswholearmadalost,heseemedtothinkofnonebutothers.Suchwashistendernessforothers,suchhisinstinctoffinecourtesyandpride,thatofthatimpurepassionofremorseheneverbreathedasyllable;evenregretwasrarewithhim,andpointedwithajest.Youwouldnothavedreamed,ifyouhadknownhimthen,thatthiswasthatgreatfailure,thatbeacontoyoungmen,overwhosefallawholesocietyhadhissedandpointedfingers.Oftenhavewegonetohim,red—hotwithourownhopefulsorrows,railingontherose—leavesinourprincelybedoflife,andhewouldpatientlygiveearandwiselycounsel;anditwasonlyuponsomereturnofourownthoughtsthatwewereremindedwhatmannerofmanthiswastowhomwedisembosomed:aman,byhisownfault,ruined;shutoutofthegardenofhisgifts;hiswholecityofhopebothploughedandsalted;silentlyawaitingthedeliverer.Thensomethingtookusbythethroat;andtoseehimthere,sogentle,patient,braveandpious,oppressedbutnotcastdown,sorrowwassoswallowedupinadmirationthatwecouldnotdaretopityhim.Eveniftheoldfaultflashedoutagain,itbutawokeourwonderthat,inthatlostbattle,heshouldhavestilltheenergytofight.HehadgonetoruinwithakindofkinglyABANDON,likeonewhocondescended;butonceruined,withthelightsallout,hefoughtasforakingdom.
Mostmen,findingthemselvestheauthorsoftheirowndisgrace,railthelouderagainstGodordestiny.Mostmen,whentheyrepent,obligetheirfriendstosharethebitternessofthatrepentance.Buthehadheldaninquestandpassedsentence:MENE,MENE;andcondemnedhimselftosmilingsilence.Hehadgiventroubleenough;hadearnedmisfortuneamply,andforegonetherighttomurmur.
Thuswasouroldcomrade,likeSamson,carelessinhisdaysofstrength;butonthecomingofadversity,andwhenthatstrengthwasgonethathadbetrayedhim—\"forourstrengthisweakness\"—
hebegantoblossomandbringforth.Well,now,heisoutofthefight:theburdenthatheborethrowndownbeforethegreatdeliverer.We\"Inthevastcathedralleavehim;
Godaccepthim,Christreceivehim!\"