IhavetoacknolegethereceiptofyourtwofavorsofMay27&
29,sincethedateofmylastwhichwasofthe2inst。Inthatofthe27thyousay`youmustnotmakeyourfinalexitfrompubliclifetillitwillbemarkedwithjustifyingcircumstanceswhichallgoodcitizenswillrespect,&towhichyourfriendscanappeal。’——Tomyfellow-citizensthedebtofservicehasbeenfully&faithfullypaid。
Iacknolegethatsuchadebtexists,thatatourofduty,inwhateverlinehecanbemostusefultohiscountry,isduefromeveryindividual。Itisnoteasyperhapstosayofwhatlengthexactlythistourshouldbe,butwemaysafelysayofwhatlengthitshouldnotbe。Notofourwholelife,forinstance,forthatwouldbetobebornaslave——notevenofaverylargeportionofit。Ihavenowbeeninthepublicservicefour&twentyyears;onehalfofwhichhasbeenspentintotaloccupationwiththeiraffairs,&absencefrommyown。Ihaveservedmytourthen。Nopositiveengagement,bywordordeed,bindsmetotheirfurtherservice。NocommitmentoftheirinterestsinanyenterprisebymerequiresthatIshouldseethemthroughit——IampledgedbynoactwhichgivesanytribunalacalluponmebeforeIwithdraw。Evenmyenemiesdonotpretendthis。I
standclearthenofpublicrightonallpoints——MyfriendsIhavenotcommitted。Nocircumstanceshaveattendedmypassagefromofficetooffice,whichcouldleadthem,&othersthroughthem,intodeceptionastothetimeImightremain;&particularlythey&allhaveknownwithwhatreluctanceIengaged&havecontinuedinthepresentone,&ofmyuniformdeterminationtoretirefromitatanearlyday——Ifthepublicthenhasnoclaimonme,&myfriendsnothingtojustify;thedecisionwillrestonmyownfeelingsalone。
Therehasbeenatimewhenthesewereverydifferentfromwhattheyarenow:whenperhapstheesteemoftheworldwasofhighervalueinmyeyethaneverythinginit。Butage,experience&reflection,preservingtothatonlyit’sduevalue,havesetahigherontranquility。Themotionofmybloodnolongerkeepstimewiththetumultoftheworld。Itleadsmetoseekforhappinessinthelapandloveofmyfamily,inthesocietyofmyneighbors&mybooks,inthewholesomeoccupationsofmyfarm&myaffairs,inaninterestoraffectionineverybudthatopens,ineverybreaththatblowsaroundme,inanentirefreedomofrestormotion,ofthoughtorincogitancy,owingaccounttomyselfaloneofmyhours&actions。