Shouldthisoccur,Ishouldbeplacedinadangerouspositionwithsosmallaforce,asitwouldbenecessarytodetachhalfthelittlebodytomarchtoGondokoroforsupports。
IcouldnotdefermydepartureinthehopeofreceivingreinforcementsfromKhartoum,astheirarrivalwouldbequiteuncertain,owingtothestateoftheriver。
ShouldIdelayatGondokoro,thedryseasonwouldpassby;theground,nowbakedhardbythesun,wouldbecomesoft,andwouldrendertransportbycartsimpossible。
Thetorrentswouldbecomeimpassableduringtherains,especiallytheriverAsua,whichinthewetseasoncutsoffallcommunicationwiththesouth。Thisdangerousriverwasveryimportant,asitwouldpreventaretreatshouldsuchamovementbenecessaryduringtherainyseason。
Iwaswellawareofthedifficultiesoftheposition,butIhadonlythechoiceoftwoevils。IfIremainedatGondokoro,mytermofservicewouldexpirefruitlessly。IshouldsimplyhavereducedtheBaris,andhaveestablishedthestation。AbouSaoodwouldremainintheinterioramonghisnumerousslaveestablishments,toridiculemyimpotence,andtodefymyordersthatheshouldquitthecountry。HewouldthuscontinueintheheartofAfricauntilIshouldhavereturnedhelplesslytoEngland。Hewouldthenhaveresumedhisoriginalworkofspoliation。