Alone!
Heneededtobe。Thestrongestmustpausewhentheprecipiceyawnsbeforehim。Thegulfcanbespanned;hefeelshimselfforcefulenoughforthat;buthiseyesmusttaketheirmeasurementofitfirst;hemustknowitsdepthsandpossibledangers。Onlyafoolwouldignorethesesteepsofjaggedrock;andhewasnofool,onlyamantowhomtheunexpectedhadhappened,amanwhohadseenhiswaycleartothehorizonandthenhadcomeupagainstthis!Love,whenhethoughtsuchfollydead!Remorse,whenGlorycalledforthequietmindandheart!
Herecogniseditsmordantfang,andknewthatitsravages,thoughonlyjustbegun,wouldlasthislifetime。Nothingcouldstopthemnow,nothing,nothing。Andhelaughed,asthethoughtwenthome;
laughedattheironyoffateanditsinexorableness;laughedathisowndefeatandhisnearnesstoabarredParadise。OswaldlovedEdith,lovedheryet,withaflametimewouldtakelongtoquench。DorislovedOswaldandheDoris;andnotoneofthemwouldeverattainthedelightseachwassofittedtoenjoy。Whyshouldn’thelaugh?Whatislefttomanbutmockerywhenallpropsfall?Disappointmentwastheuniversallot;anditshouldgomerrilywithhimifhemusttakehisturnatit。Butherethestrongspiritofthemanre-asserteditself;itshouldbebutaturn。Aman’sjoysarenotboundedbyhislovesorevenbythesatisfactionofaperfectlyuntrammelledmind。Performancemakesaworldofitsownforthecapableandthestrong,andthiswasstilllefttohim。He,OrlandoBrotherson,despairwhilehisgreatworklayunfinished!Thatwouldbetolaystressontheinevitablepainsandfearsofcommonplacehumanity。
Hewasnotofthatilk。Intellectwashisgod;ambitionhismotivepower。Whatwouldthiscasualblightuponhissupremecontentmentbetohim,whenwiththewingsofhisair-carspread,heshouldspurntheearthandsoarintotheheavenoffamesimultaneouslywithhisflightintotheopen。