Hehadthelookofamanofpowerfulintellectanddeterminedwill,whoshudderswhilehetriumphs;whooutwardlywasheshishandsofadeedoverwhichheinwardlygloats。Thiswaswhenhefirstrosefromthesnow。Afterwardshehadamomentoffear;plain,human,everydayfear。Butthiswasevanescent。Beforehehadturnedtogo,heshowedtheself-possessionofonewhofeelshimselfsosecure,orissowell-satisfiedwithhimself,thatheisnolongerconsciousofotheremotions。”Poorfellow,”Icommentedaloud,asIfoldedupthesewords;”hereckonedwithoutyou,George。Byto-morrowhewillbeinthehandsofthepolice。””Poorfellow?”herepeated。”Bettersay’PoorMissChalloner!’
Theytellmeshewasoneofthoseperfectwomenwhoreconcileeventhepessimisttohumanityandtheagewelivein。Whyanyoneshouldwanttokillherisamystery;butwhythismanshould-There!nooneprofessestoexplainit。Theysimplygobythefacts。To-morrowsurelymustbringstrangerevelations。”
Andwiththissentenceringinginmymind,Ilaydownandendeavouredtosleep。Butitwasnottillverylatethatrestcame。Thenoiseofpassingfeet,thoughmuffledbeyondtheirwont,rousedmeinspiteofmyself。Thesefootstepsmightbethoseofsomelatearrival,ortheymightbethoseofsomewarydetectiveintentonbusinessfarremovedfromtheusualroutineoflifeinthisgreathotel。
IrecalledtheglimpseIhadhadofthewriting-roomintheearlyevening,andimagineditasitwaswithMissChalloner’sbodyremovedandtheincongruousflittingofstrangeandbusyfiguresacrossitsfatalfloors,measuringdistancesandpeeringintocorners,whilehundredssleptaboveandabouttheminundisturbedrepose。
ThenIthoughtofhim,thesuspectedandpossiblyguiltyone。InvisionsoverwhichIhadlittleifanycontrol,Isawhiminalltherestlessnessofaslowlydyingdownexcitement-thesurroundingsstrangeandunknowntome,thefigurenot-seekingforquiet;facingthepast;facingthefuture;knowing,perhaps,forthefirsttimeinhislifewhatitwasforcrimeandremorsetomurdersleep。Icouldnotthinkofhimaslyingstill-slumberingliketherestofmankind,inthehopeandexpectationofabusymorrow。Crimeperpetratedloomssolargeinthesoul,andthismanhadasoulasbigashisbody;ofthatIwasassured。Thatitsinstinctswerecruelandinherentlyevil,didnotlessenitscapacityforsuffering。Andhewassufferingnow;Icouldnotdoubtit,rememberingthelovelyfaceandfragrantmemoryofthenoblewomanhehad,undersomeunknownimpulse,senttoanunmeriteddoom。