HisboywasseldomabsentfromJolyon’smindinthedayswhichfollowedthefirstwalkwithIreneinRichmondPark。Nofurthernewshadcome;enquiriesattheWarOfficeelicitednothing;norcouldheexpecttohearfromJuneandHollyforthreeweeksatleast。InthesedayshefelthowinsufficientwerehismemoriesofJolly,andwhatanamateurofafatherhehadbeen。Therewasnotasinglememoryinwhichangerplayedapart;notonereconciliation,becausetherehadneverbeenarupture;noroneheart-to-heartconfidence,notevenwhenJolly’smotherdied。
Nothingbuthalf-ironicalaffection。Hehadbeentooafraidofcommittinghimselfinanydirection,forfearoflosinghisliberty,orinterferingwiththatofhisboy。
OnlyinIrene’spresencehadherelief,highlycomplicatedbytheever-growingperceptionofhowdividedhewasbetweenherandhisson。WithJollywasboundupallthatsenseofcontinuityandsocialcreedofwhichhehaddrunkdeeplyinhisyouthandagainduringhisboy’spublicschoolandvarsitylife——allthatsenseofnotgoingbackonwhatfatherandsonexpectedofeachother。WithIrenewasboundupallhisdelightinbeautyandinNature。Andheseemedtoknowlessandlesswhichwasthestrongerwithinhim。
>Fromsuchsentimentalparalysishewasrudelyawakened,however,oneafternoon,justashewasstartingofftoRichmond,byayoungmanwithabicycleandafaceoddlyfamiliar,whocameforwardfaintlysmiling。”Mr。JolyonForsyte?Thankyou!”PlacinganenvelopeinJolyon’shandhewheeledoffthepathandrodeaway。Bewildered,Jolyonopenedit。”AdmiraltyProbateandDivorce,Forsytev。ForsyteandForsyte!”
Asensationofshameanddisgustwasfollowedbytheinstantreaction’Why,here’stheverythingyouwant,andyoudon’tlikeit!’Butshemusthavehadonetoo;andhemustgotoheratonce。