Thedayhehadspokentoherinhis“Parlors“shehadonlybeenterrified。Ifhehadconfinedhimselftomerelyspeaking,asdidMarcus,topleadingwithher,towooingheratadistance,forestallingherwishes,showingherlittleattentions,sendingherboxesofcandy,shecouldhaveeasilywithstoodhim。Buthehadonlytotakeherinhisarms,tocrushdownherstrugglewithhisenormousstrength,tosubdueher,conquerherbysheerbruteforce,andshegaveupinaninstant。
Butwhy——whyhadshedoneso?Whydidshefeelthedesire,thenecessityofbeingconqueredbyasuperiorstrength?
Whydiditpleaseher?Whyhaditsuddenlythrilledherfromheadtofootwithaquick,terrifyinggustofpassion,thelikeofwhichshehadneverknown?NeverathisbesthadMarcusmadeherfeellikethat,andyetshehadalwaysthoughtshecaredforCousinMarkmorethanforanyoneelse。
WhenMcTeaguehadallatoncecaughtherinhishugearms,somethinghadleapedtolifeinher——somethingthathadhithertolaindormant,somethingstrongandoverpowering。
Itfrightenedhernowasshethoughtofit,thissecondselfthathadwakenedwithinher,andthatshoutedandclamoredforrecognition。Andyet,wasittobefeared?Wasitsomethingtobeashamedof?Wasitnot,afterall,natural,clean,spontaneous?Trinaknewthatshewasapuregirl;