Heturnedtohiswork,asifseekingarefugeinit。Butashedrewneartoheragain,thecharmofherinnocenceandhelplessnesscameoverhimafresh。Itwasafinalprotestagainsthisresolution。Suddenlyheleanedoverandkissedher,grossly,fullonthemouth。Thethingwasdonebeforeheknewit。Terrifiedathisweaknessattheverymomenthebelievedhimselfstrong,hethrewhimselfoncemoreintohisworkwithdesperateenergy。Bythetimehewasfasteningthesheetofrubberuponthetooth,hehadhimselfoncemoreinhand。Hewasdisturbed,stilltrembling,stillvibratingwiththethroesofthecrisis,buthewasthemaster;theanimalwasdowned,wascowedforthistime,atleast。
Butforallthat,thebrutewasthere。Longdormant,itwasnowatlastalive,awake。Fromnowonhewouldfeelitspresencecontinually;wouldfeelittuggingatitschain,watchingitsopportunity。Ah,thepityofit!Whycouldhenotalwaysloveherpurely,cleanly?Whatwasthisperverse,viciousthingthatlivedwithinhim,knittedtohisflesh?
Belowthefinefabricofallthatwasgoodinhimranthefoulstreamofhereditaryevil,likeasewer。Thevicesandsinsofhisfatherandofhisfather’sfather,tothethirdandfourthandfivehundredthgeneration,taintedhim。
Theevilofanentireraceflowedinhisveins。Whyshoulditbe?Hedidnotdesireit。Washetoblame?
ButMcTeaguecouldnotunderstandthisthing。Ithadfacedhim,assoonerorlateritfaceseverychildofman;butitssignificancewasnotforhim。Toreasonwithitwasbeyondhim。Hecouldonlyopposetoitaninstinctivestubbornresistance,blind,inert。