But,accordingtothehousekeeper,CaptainHallwasoutofhistroublesandhadgonewherehewouldbehappyforeverandever。Soitseemedtoherstrangetobeexpectedtocryonhisaccount。HehadnotbeenhappyhereinOstable,or,atleast,hehadnotshownhishappinessinthewayotherpeopleshowedtheirs。Toherhehadbeenabig,beardedgiantofaman,whomshesawatinfrequentintervalsduringthedayandalwaysatnightjustbeforeshewenttobed。Hisroom,withtheold-fashionedsecretaryagainstthewall,andthestuffedgullontheshelf,andthebooksinthecupboard,andthepolishednarwhalhorninthecorner,wastoherasortofholyofholies,aplacewhereshewasledeacheveningatnineo’clock,atfirstbyMrs。Baileyand,later,byMrs。Hobbs,toshakethehandofthebigmanwholookedatherabsentlyoverhisspectaclesandsaidgoodnightinavoicenotunkindlybutexpressingnoparticularinterest。Atothertimesshewasstrictlyforbiddentoenterthatroom。
Occasionally,butveryrarely,shehadeatenSundaydinnerwithMarcellus。SheandthehousekeeperusuallyatetogetherandMr。
Hall’smealswereservedinwhatthechildcalled“thesmokeroom,“
meaningtheapartmentjustdescribed,whichwasatalltimesstronglyscentedwithtobacco。TheSundaydinnerswerestatelyandformalaffairsandwereprefacedbylecturesbythehousekeeperconcerningsittingupstraightandnotdisturbingCap’nHallbytalkingtoomuch。OnthewholeMary-’Gustawasrathergladwhenthemealswereover。Shedidnotdislikeherstepfather;hehadneverbeenroughorunkind,butshehadalwaysstoodinaweofhimandhadfeltthatheregardedherasa“peskynuisance,“somethingtobefedandthenshooedoutoftheway,asMrs。HobbsregardedDavid,thecat。Asforlovinghim,asotherchildrenseemedtolovetheirfathers;thatthegirlneverdid。Shewassurehedidnotloveherinthatway,andthathewouldnothavewelcomeddemonstrationsofaffectiononherpart。Shehadlearnedthereason,orshethoughtshehad:shewasaSTEPCHILD;thatwaswhy,andastepchildwasalmostasbadasa“changeling“inafairystory。
Hermothersheremembereddimlyandwiththatrecollectionwerememoriesofdayswhenshewaslovedandmademuchof,notonlybyMother,butbyCaptainHallalso。SheaskedMrs。Bailey,whomshehadlovedandwhoseleavingwasthegreatestgriefofherlife,somequestionsaboutthesememories。Mrs。BaileyhadhuggedherandhadtalkedagooddealaboutCaptainHall’sbeingachangedmansincehiswife’sdeath。“Heusedtobesodifferent,jollyandgood-