Youcan’tblamemymothersomuch。Shemusthavebeentiredofbabiesanddislikedtogobackandbeginalloverafterrestingsixyears。Andyoumustn’tbetoohardonmyfatherifhewasnotjustoverjoyed。Hefeltsurethecookwouldleave,andshedid。HeknewSallywouldobjecttoababy,whenshewantedtobeginhavingbeaus,soheandmothertalkeditoverandsentherawayforalongvisittoOhiowithfather’speople,andnevertoldher。TheyintendedtoleaveherthereuntilIwasoverthecolic,atleast。Theyknewthebigmarriedbrothersandsisterswouldobject,andtheydid。Theysaiditwouldbeembarrassingfortheirchildrentobetheniecesandnephewsofanauntoruncleyoungerthanthemselves。Theysaiditsooftenandsoemphaticallythatfatherwasprovokedandmothercried。Shelleydidn’tlikeitbecauseshewasgoingtoschoolinGroveville,whereLucy,oneofourmarriedsisters,lived,andshewasafraidIwouldmakesomuchworkshewouldhavetogiveupherbooksandfriendsandremainathome。ThereneverwasababybornwhowasanylesswantedthanIwas。Iknewasmuchaboutitasanyoneelse,becausefromthedayIcouldunderstand,allofthem,father,mother,Shelley,SarahHood,everyonewhoknew,tookturnstellingmehowbadlyIwasnotwanted,howmuchtroubleI
made,andhowLaddiewastheonlyonewholovedmeatfirst。
BecauseofthatIwasonthecordwoodtryingtofindcouragetogofarther。OverandoverLaddiehadtoldmehimself。HehadbeentovisitourbigsisterElizabethoverSundayandabouteighto’clockMondaymorninghecameridingdowntheroad,andsawthemostdreadfulthing。Therewasnotacurlofsmokefromthechimneys,notatableclothorpillowslipontheline,notablindraised。Laddiesaidhisheartwent——justlikeminedidwhentheSomethingjumpedinthecreekbed,nodoubt。Thenhelaidonthewhipandrode。
Heflungthereinoverthehitchingpost,leapedthefenceandreachedthebackdoor。Theyounggreengirl,whowasallfathercouldgetwhenthecookleft,wascrying。SowereShelleyandlittleMay,althoughshesaidafterwardshehadaboilonherheelandtherewasnoonetopoulticeit。Laddieleanedagainstthedoorcasing,anditiseasyenoughtounderstandwhathethought。Hetoldmehehadtotrytwicebeforehecouldspeak,andthenhecouldonlyask:“What’sthematter?“
ProbablyMayneverthoughtshewouldhavethechance,buttheothersweresobusycryingharder,nowthattheyhadanaudience,thatshewasfirsttotellhim:“Wehavegotalittlesister。“