Thespectatorgazedonandontillthewindowsandvaneslosttheirshine,goingoutalmostsuddenlylikeextinguishedcandles。Thevaguecitybecameveiledinmist。Turningtothewest,hesawthatthesunhaddisappeared。Theforegroundofthescenehadgrownfunereallydark,andnearobjectsputonthehuesandshapesofchimaeras。
Heanxiouslydescendedtheladder,andstartedhomewardsatarun,tryingnottothinkofgiants,HernetheHunter,ApollyonlyinginwaitforChristian,orofthecaptainwiththebleedingholeinhisforeheadandthecorpsesroundhimthatremutiniedeverynightonboardthebewitchedship。Heknewthathehadgrownoutofbeliefinthesehorrors,yethewasgladwhenhesawthechurchtowerandthelightsinthecottagewindows,eventhoughthiswasnotthehomeofhisbirth,andhisgreat-auntdidnotcaremuchabouthim。
Insideandroundaboutthatoldwoman’s`shop’window,withitstwenty-fourlittlepanessetinlead-work,theglassofsomeofthemoxidizedwithage,sothatyoucouldhardlyseethepoorpennyarticlesexhibitedwithin,andformingpartofastockwhichastrongmancouldhavecarried,Judehadhisouterbeingforsomelongtidelesstime。Buthisdreamswereasgiganticashissurroundingsweresmall。
Throughthesolidbarrierofcoldcretaceousuplandtothenorthwardhewasalwaysbeholdingagorgeouscity-thefanciedplacehehadlikenedtothenewJerusalem,thoughtherewasperhapsmoreofthepainter’simaginationandlessofthediamondmerchant’sinhisdreamsthereofthaninthoseoftheApocalypticwriter。Andthecityacquiredatangibility,apermanence,aholdonhislife,mainlyfromtheonenucleusoffactthatthemanforwhoseknowledgeandpurposeshehadsomuchreverencewasactuallylivingthere;notonlyso,butlivingamongthemorethoughtfulandmentallyshiningonestherein。
Insadwetseasons,thoughheknewitmustrainatChristminstertoo,hecouldhardlybelievethatitrainedsodrearilythere。Wheneverhecouldgetawayfromtheconfinesofthehamletforanhourortwo,whichwasnotoften,hewouldstealofftotheBrownHouseonthehillandstrainhiseyespersistently;sometimestoberewardedbythesightofadomeorspire,atothertimesbyalittlesmoke,whichinhisestimatehadsomeofthemysticismofincense。