Jeremylistened,andgraduallytheregrewbeforehiseyesthefigureofastrangeandterribleGod。Thiswasnonewfigure。HehadneverthoughtdirectlyaboutGod,butforaverylongtimenowhehadhadHiminthebackgroundofhislifeasPolchesterTownHallwasinthebackground。ButnowhedefinitelyandactivelyfiguredtohimselfthisGod,thisGodWhowastakinghismotherawayandwasintendingapparentlytoputherintosomedarkplacewhereshewouldknownobody。Itmustbesomehorribleplace,becausehisfatherlookedsofrightened,whichhewouldnotlookifhismotherwassimplygoing,withagoldenharp,tosinghymns。JeremyhadalwaysheardthatthisGodwaslovingandkindandtender,butthefigurewhomhisfatherwasnowdrawingforthebenefitofthecongregationwasnoneofthesethings。
Mr。ColespokeofaGodjustandterrible,butaGodWhoapparentlyforthemerestfancyputHisfaithfulservanttoterribleanguishanddistress,andthenforanotherfancy,aslightasthefirst,sparedhimhissorrow。Mr。Coleemphasisedthenecessityforobedience,theneedforawillingsurrenderofanythingthatmaybedeartous,“becausetheloveofGodmustbegreaterthananythingthatholdsushereonearth。“ButJeremydidnotlistentotheseremarks;hismindwasfilledwiththispictureofavastshadowyfigure,seatedinthesky,hiswhitebeardflowingbeneatheyesthatfrownedfromdarkrockyeyebrowsoutuponpeoplelikeJeremywho,althoughdoingtheirbest,wereneverthelessatthemercyofanywhimthatHemighthave。Thisterriblefigurewastheauthorofthehotday,authorofthesilenthouseandtheshimmeringdarkenedchurch,authorofthedecisiontotakehismotherawayfromallthatshelovedandputhersomewherewhereshewouldbealoneandcoldandsilent——“simplybecauseHewishes……“
“Fromthisbeautifulpassage,“concludedMr。Cole,“welearnthatGodisjustandmerciful,butthatHedemandsourobedience。Wemustbereadyatanyinstanttogiveupwhatwelovemostandbest……“
Afterwardstheyalltroopedoutintothesplendidsunshine。
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