allthesethingstheCaptainbrushedasideasthoughtheynolongerinterestedhimintheleast。He,ontheotherhand,wantednowtoknowexactlywhereJeremylived,whatthehousewaslike,wherethebackdoorswere,howthewindowsopened,whereJeremyslept,andsoon。Jeremy,pleasedatthisinterestinhisdailylife,toldhimasmanythingsashecould,hopingtopassonafterwardstomoreexcitingtopics;how,forinstance,thekitchenwindowswerefastenedalwayslastthingatnight,butyoucouldundothemfromthegardenifyoulikedwithyourknife,andJeremyknewthisbecauseUncleSamuelhaddoneitonceonaSundayafternoonwhenthemaidswerealloutandhe’dforgottenhisdoorkey。HewouldhavetoldtheCaptainallabouttheschoolroomandthetoyvillageandtheJampotandthefuntheyhadhadteasingMissJoneshadnot,theCaptainfiercelytoldhimthatthesethingsdidnotinteresthim,andthathehadbetterjustanswerthequestionsthatwereputtohim。Itwasindeedstrangetoseehow,witheveryinterview,theCaptaingrewfiercerandfiercerandsharperandsharper。Hemadenoallusionsnowto“’islittlenipper,“saidnothingaboutthatholysoulhismother,andnevermentionedhislikingforJeremy。Therewasevidentlysomethingonhismind,andifhehadseemedmysteriousattheirfirstmeetingitwasnothingtothesecrecythathepractisednow。
Andyet,inspiteofallthis,hisholdoverJeremygrewandgrew。
ThatdreamofthebendingwhiteroadwasalwayswithJeremy。HecouldthinkofnothingbuttheCaptain,andwhilehewascertainlyafraidandwouldjumpattheslightestsound,hewasalsocertainlyexcitedbeyondallearlierexperience。Helonged,ashelayawakeatnight,toseetheCaptain。Heseemedtohavealwaysinfrontofhiseyesthegreatwallofachestwiththeblueshiponit,andthebolsterlegs,andthegigantichands。Strangestofallwasthesenseofevilthatcamewiththeattraction。
Helongedtobeintheman’scompanyashelongedtodosomethingthathehadbeenalwaystoldnottodo,andwhenhecaughtsightofhimasudden,hot,chokinghandwaspresseduponhisheart,andhewasterrified,delighted,frightened,ashamed,allinone。TheCaptainalwaysalludedtothethingsthathewouldtellhim,wouldshowhimoneday——“WhenyoucometomylittleplaceI’llteachyerathingortwo“——andJeremywouldwonderforhourswhatthislittleplacewouldbelikeandwhattheCaptainwouldteachhim。Meanwhile,hesawhimeverywhere,evenwhenhewasnotthere——behindlamp-
posts,atstreetcorners,behindtheoldwoman’sumbrellainthemarket-place,peeringroundthestatuesintheCathedral,jerkinguphisheadfrombehindchimneypots,lookingthroughthenurserywindowsjustwhenduskwascomingon,inthepassages,understairs,outinthedarkgarden——andalwaysbehindhimthathorriddreamofthedead-whiteroadandtheshinglyCove……Yes,poorJeremywastrulyhaunted。