Thislastshehadreadofinbooks。AtfirstJeremyhadeveryintentionofbehavingwell,inspiteofthatunfortunateembrace。Hewasproudofhisadvanceinlife;hewasnolongerababy;thenurserywasnowaschoolroom;hestayedupanhourlateratnight;
hewastobeallowedtwopenceaweekpocket-money;hiswholesocialstatushadrisen。Hebegantoreadforpleasure,anddiscoveredthatitwaseasierthanhehadexpected,sothathepassedquitequicklythrough“Lottie’sVisittoGrandmama“into“Stumps“andoutagainin“Jackanapes。“Heheardsomeeldersaythattheroadtoalargefortunelaythrough“Sums,“and,althoughthisseemedtohimanextremelymysteriousstatement,hedeterminedtogivethetheoryachance。Infact,hesatdownthefirstdayattheschoolroomtable,MaryandHelenoneachsideofhim,andMissJonesfacingthem,withfineresolvesandhighambitions。Beforehimlayapurewhitepage,andattheheadofthisthenoblewordsinarunninghand:“Slowandsteadywinstherace。“Hegraspedhispencil,andMissJones,eagertolosenotimeinassertingherauthority,cried:“Butthat’snotthewaytoholdyourpencil,Jeremy,yourthumbso,yourfingerso。“
HescowledandfoundthatliftinghisthumboverthepencilwasasdifficultasliftingHamletoveragate。Hemadeaboldattempt,butthepencilrefusedtomove。
“Can’tholditthatway,“hesaid。
“Youmustneversay’can’t,’Jeremy,“remarkedMissJones。“Thereisn’tsuchaword。“