ButAlicetroubledher。NotbutthatAlicewaskindnessitselftotheman,either。Itwasonlyapeculiarsomethingalmostlikefear,orconstraint,thatBillythoughtshesawinAlice’seyes,sometimes,whenArkwrightmadeaparticularlyintimateappeal。TherewasCalderwell,too。He,also,worriedBilly。ShefearedhewasgoingtocomplicatemattersstillmorebyfallinginlovewithAlice,himself;andthis,certainly,Billydidnotwantatall。Asthisphaseofthematterpresenteditself,indeed,BillydeterminedtoappropriateCalderwellalittlemoreexclusivelytoherself,whenthefourweretogether,thusleavingAliceforArkwright。Afterall,itwasratherentertaining——thisplayingatCupid’sassistant。
Ifshe_could_nothaveBertramallthetime,itwasfortunatethattheseoutsideinterestsweresopleasurable。
MostofthemorningsBillyspentinthekitchen,despitetheremonstrancesofbothPeteandEliza。
Almosteverymeal,now,wasgracedwithapalatablecake,pudding,ormuffinthatBillywouldproudlyclaimasherhandiwork。Petestillservedattable,andmadestrenuouseffortstokeepupallhisoldduties;buthewasobviouslygrowingweaker,andreallyseriousblunderswerebeginningtobenoticeable。Bertramevenhintedonceortwicethatperhapsitwouldbejustaswelltoinsistonhisgoing;buttothisBillywouldnotgiveherconsent。EvenwhenonenighthispooroldtremblinghandsspilledhalfthecontentsofasoupplateoveranewandcostlyeveninggownofBilly’sown,shestillrefusedtohavehimdismissed。
Why,Bertram,Iwouldn’tdoit,’shedeclaredhotly;andyouwouldn’t,either。He’sbeenheremorethanfiftyyears。Itwouldbreakhisheart。He’sreallytooilltowork,andIwishhewouldgoofhisownaccord,ofcourse;butI