“I’dtakeitmanfully,andberespectedificouldn’tbeloved,“saidAmy,withthedecisionofonewhoknewnothingaboutit。
Now,Laurieflatteredhimselfthathehadborneitremarkablywell,makingnomoan,askingnosympathy,andtakinghistroubleawaytoliveitdownalone。Amy’slectureputtheMatterinanewlight,andforthefirsttimeitdidlookweakandselfishtoloseheartatthefirstfailure,andshuthimselfupinmoodyindifference。Hefeltasifsuddenlyshakenoutofapensivedreamandfounditimpossibletogotosleepagain。Presentlyhesatupandaskedslowly,“DoyouthinkJowoulddespisemeasyoudo?“
“Yes,ifshesawyounow。Shehateslazypeople。Whydon’tyoudosomethingsplendid,andmakeherloveyou?“
“Ididmybest,butitwasnouse。“
“Graduatingwell,youmean?Thatwasnomorethanyououghttohavedone,foryourgrandfather’ssake。Itwouldhavebeenshamefultofailafterspendingsomuchtimeandmoney,wheneveryoneknewthatyoucoulddowell。“