wishI’dprintedthewholeornotatall,forIdohatetobesomisjudged。“
Herfamilyandfriendsadministeredcomfortandcommendationliberally。Yetitwasahardtimeforsensitive,high-spiritedJo,whomeantsowellandhadapparentlydonesoill。Butitdidhergood,forthosewhoseopinionhadrealvaluegaveherthecritismwhichisanauthor’sbesteducation,andwhenthefirstsorenesswasover,shecouldlaughatherpoorlittlebook,yetbelieveinitstill,andfeelherselfthewiserandstrongerforthebuffetingshehadreceived。
“Notbeingagenius,likeKeats,itwon’tkillme,“shesaidstoutly,“andI’vegotthejokeonmyside,afterall,forthepartsthatweretakenstraightoutofreallifearedenouncedasimpossibleandabsurd,andthescenesthatImadeupoutofmyownsillyheadarepronounced`charminglynatural,tender,andtrue’。SoI’llcomfortmyselfwiththat,andwhenI’mready,I’llupagainandtakeanother。“
Likemostotheryoungmatrons,Megbeganhermarriedlifewiththedeterminationtobeamodelhousekeeper。Johnshouldfindhomeaparadise,heshouldalwaysseeasmilingface,shouldfaresumptuouslyeveryday,andneverknowthelossofabutton。Shebroughtsomuchlove,energy,andcheerfulnesstotheworkthatshecouldnotbutsucceed,inspiteofsomeobstacles。Herparadisewasnotatranquilone,forthelittlewomanfussed,wasover-anxioustoplease,andbustledaboutlikeatrueMartha,cumberedwithmanycares。Shewastootired,sometimes,eventosmile,Johngrewdyspepticafteracourseofdaintydishesandungratefullydemandedplainfare。Asforbuttons,shesoonlearnedtowonderwheretheywent,toshakeherheadoverthecarelessnessofmen,andtothreatentomakehimsewthemonhimself,andseeifhisworkwouldstandimpatientandclumsyfingersanybetterthanhers。
Theywereveryhappy,evenaftertheydiscoveredthattheycouldn’tliveonlovealone。JohndidnotfindMeg’sbeautydiminished,thoughshebeamedathimfrombehindthefamiliarcoffeepot。