don’tcareforyourpresenteyes。Now,Iamcomingtothepaper,andmarkwhatIsay。Youputitawaysomewhere,andyoukeptyourowncounselwhere。You’reanactivewomanatthattime,andifyouwanttogetthatpaper,youcangetit。But,mark。Therecomesatimewhenyouarestruckintowhatyouarenow,andthenifyouwanttogetthatpaper,youcan’tgetit。Soitlies,longyears,initshiding-place。Atlast,whenweareexpectingArthurhomeeveryday,andwhenanydaymaybringhimhome,andit’simpossibletosaywhatrummaginghemaymakeaboutthehouse,Irecommendyoufivethousandtimes,ifyoucan’tgetatit,toletmegetatit,thatitmaybeputinthefire。Butno——noonebutyouknowswhereitis,andthat’spower;and,callyourselfwhateverhumblenamesyouwill,IcallyouafemaleLuciferinappetiteforpower!OnaSundaynight,Arthurcomeshome。Hehasnotbeeninthisroomtenminutes,whenhespeaksofhisfather’swatch。YouknowverywellthattheDoNotForget,atthetimewhenhisfathersentthatwatchtoyou,couldonlymean,therestofthestorybeingthenalldeadandover,DoNotForgetthesuppression。Makerestitution!
Arthur’swayshavefrightenedyouabit,andthepapershallbeburntafterall。So,beforethatjumpingjadeandJezebel,’MrFlintwinchgrinnedathiswife,’hasgotyouintobed,youatlasttellmewhereyouhaveputthepaper,amongtheoldledgersinthecellars,whereArthurhimselfwentprowlingtheverynextmorning。
Butit’snottobeburntonaSundaynight。No;youarestrict,youare;wemustwaitovertwelveo’clock,andgetintoMonday。
Now,allthisisaswallowingofmeupalivethatraspsme;so,feelingalittleoutoftemper,andnotbeingasstrictasyourself,Itakealookatthedocumentbeforetwelveo’clocktorefreshmymemoryastoitsappearance——folduponeofthemanyyellowoldpapersinthecellarslikeit——andafterwards,whenwehavegotintoMondaymorning,andIhave,bythelightofyourlamp,towalkfromyou,lyingonthatbed,tothisgrate,makealittleexchangeliketheconjuror,andburnaccordingly。MybrotherEphraim,thelunatic-keeperIwishhehadhadhimselftokeepinastrait-waistcoat,hadhadmanyjobssincethecloseofthelongjobhegotfromyou,buthadnotdonewell。Hiswifediednotthatthatwasmuch;minemighthavediedinstead,andwelcome,hespeculatedunsuccessfullyinlunatics,hegotintodifficultyaboutover-roastingapatienttobringhimtoreason,andhegotintodebt。Hewasgoingoutoftheway,onwhathehadbeenabletoscrapeup,andatriflefromme。HewasherethatearlyMondaymorning,waitingforthetide;inshort,hewasgoingtoAntwerp,whereIamafraidyou’llbeshockedatmysaying,Andbedamnedtohim!hemadetheacquaintanceofthisgentleman。Hehadcomealongway,and,Ithoughtthen,wasonlysleepy;but,I
supposenow,wasdrunk。WhenArthur’smotherhadbeenunderthecareofhimandhiswife,shehadbeenalwayswriting,incessantlywriting,——mostlylettersofconfessiontoyou,andPrayersforforgiveness。Mybrotherhadhanded,fromtimetotime,lotsofthesesheetstome。IthoughtImightaswellkeepthemtomyselfashavethemswallowedupalivetoo;soIkepttheminabox,lookingoverthemwhenIfeltinthehumour。Convincedthatitwasadvisabletogetthepaperoutoftheplace,withArthurcomingaboutit,Iputitintothissamebox,andIlockedthewholeupwithtwolocks,andItrustedittomybrothertotakeawayandkeep,tillIshouldwriteaboutit。Ididwriteaboutit,andnevergotananswer。Ididn’tknowwhattomakeofit,tillthisgentlemanfavoureduswithhisfirstvisit。Ofcourse,Ibegantosuspecthowitwas,then;andIdon’twanthiswordforitnowtounderstandhowhegetshisknowledgefrommypapers,andyourpaper,andmybrother’scognacandtobaccotalkIwishhe’dhadtogaghimself。Now,Ihaveonlyonethingmoretosay,youhammer-