’Withamillionthanks,’saidshe,’andmyaddressuponmycardincaseofanythingtobecommunicatedpersonally,Iwillnotsendmylovetothedearlittlethingforitmightnotbeacceptable,andindeedthereisnodearlittlethingleftinthetransformationsowhydoitbutbothmyselfandMrF。’sAunteverwishherwellandlaynoclaimtoanyfavouronoursideyoumaybesureofthatbutquitetheotherwayforwhatsheundertooktodoshedidandthatismorethanagreatmanyofusdo,nottosayanythingofherdoingitasWellasitcouldbedoneandImyselfamoneofthemforIhavesaideversinceIbegantorecovertheblowofMrF’sdeaththatIwouldlearntheOrganofwhichIamextremelyfondbutofwhichIamashamedtosayIdonotyetknowanote,goodevening!’
WhenMrDorrit,whoattendedhertotheroom-door,hadhadalittletimetocollecthissenses,hefoundthattheinterviewhadsummonedbackdiscardedreminiscenceswhichjarredwiththeMerdledinner-table。Hewroteandsentoffabriefnoteexcusinghimselfforthatday,andordereddinnerpresentlyinhisownroomsatthehotel。Hehadanotherreasonforthis。HistimeinLondonwasverynearlyout,andwasanticipatedbyengagements;hisplansweremadeforreturning;andhethoughtitbehovedhisimportancetopursuesomedirectinquiryintotheBlandoisdisappearance,andbeinaconditiontocarrybacktoMrHenryGowantheresultofhisownpersonalinvestigation。Hethereforeresolvedthathewouldtakeadvantageofthatevening’sfreedomtogodowntoClennamandCo。’s,easilytobefoundbythedirectionsetforthinthehandbill;andseetheplace,andaskaquestionortwotherehimself。
HavingdinedasplainlyastheestablishmentandtheCourierwouldlethim,andhavingtakenashortsleepbythefireforhisbetterrecoveryfromMrsFinching,hesetoutinahackney-cabrioletalone。ThedeepbellofStPaul’swasstrikingnineashepassedundertheshadowofTempleBar,headlessandforlorninthesedegeneratedays。
Asheapproachedhisdestinationthroughtheby-streetsandwater-
sideways,thatpartofLondonseemedtohimanuglierspotatsuchanhourthanhehadeversupposedittobe。Manylongyearshadpassedsincehehadseenit;hehadneverknownmuchofit;anditworeamysteriousanddismalaspectinhiseyes。Sopowerfullywashisimaginationimpressedbyit,thatwhenhisdriverstopped,afterhavingaskedthewaymorethanonce,andsaidtothebestofhisbeliefthiswasthegatewaytheywanted,MrDorritstoodhesitating,withthecoach-doorinhishand,halfafraidofthedarklookoftheplace。