’IsaidIwashurt。SoIam。SoI——ha——amdeterminedtobe,whateverisadvancedtothecontrary。Iamhurtthatmydaughter,seatedinthe——hum——lapoffortune,shouldmopeandretireandproclaimherselfunequaltoherdestiny。Iamhurtthatsheshould——ha——systematicallyreproducewhattherestofusblotout;andseem——hum——Ihadalmostsaidpositivelyanxious——toannouncetowealthyanddistinguishedsocietythatshewasbornandbredin——hahum——aplacethatImyselfdeclinetoname。Butthereisnoinconsistency——ha——nottheleast,inmyfeelinghurt,andyetcomplainingprincipallyforyoursake,Amy。Ido;Isayagain,I
do。ItisforyoursakethatIwishyou,undertheauspicesofMrsGeneral,toforma——hum——asurface。ItisforyoursakethatI
wishyoutohavea——ha——trulyrefinedmind,andinthestrikingwordsofMrsGeneraltobeignorantofeverythingthatisnotperfectlyproper,placid,andpleasant。’
Hehadbeenrunningdownbyjerks,duringhislastspeech,likeasortofill-adjustedalarum。Thetouchwasstilluponhisarm。Hefellsilent;andafterlookingabouttheceilingagainforalittlewhile,lookeddownather。Herheaddrooped,andhecouldnotseeherface;buthertouchwastenderandquiet,andintheexpressionofherdejectedfiguretherewasnoblame——nothingbutlove。Hebegantowhimper,justashehaddonethatnightintheprisonwhensheafterwardssatathisbedsidetillmorning;exclaimedthathewasapoorruinandapoorwretchinthemidstofhiswealth;andclaspedherinhisarms。’Hush,hush,myowndear!Kissme!’wasallshesaidtohim。Histearsweresoondried,muchsoonerthanontheformeroccasion;andhewaspresentlyafterwardsveryhighwithhisvalet,asawayofrightinghimselfforhavingshedany。
Withoneremarkableexception,toberecordedinitsplace,thiswastheonlytime,inhislifeoffreedomandfortune,whenhespoketohisdaughterAmyoftheolddays。