Foritwasareg’largoodsecret,thatwas!’criedMaggy,huggingherself。
ArthurlookedatLittleDorritforhelptocomprehendthis,andwasstruckbyseeinghersotimidandred。But,whenshetoldhimthatitwasonlyaFairyTaleshehadonedaymadeupforMaggy,andthattherewasnothinginitwhichshewouldn’tbeashamedtotellagaintoanybodyelse,evenifshecouldrememberit,heleftthesubjectwhereitwas。
However,hereturnedtohisownsubjectbyfirstentreatinghertoseehimoftener,andtorememberthatitwasimpossibletohaveastrongerinterestinherwelfarethanhehad,ortobemoresetuponpromotingitthanhewas。Whensheansweredfervently,shewellknewthat,sheneverforgotit,hetoucheduponhissecondandmoredelicatepoint——thesuspicionhehadformed。
’LittleDorrit,’hesaid,takingherhandagain,andspeakinglowerthanhehadspokenyet,sothatevenMaggyinthesmallroomcouldnothearhim,’anotherword。Ihavewantedverymuchtosaythistoyou;Ihavetriedforopportunities。Don’tmindme,who,forthematterofyears,mightbeyourfatheroryouruncle。Alwaysthinkofmeasquiteanoldman。Iknowthatallyourdevotioncentresinthisroom,andthatnothingtothelastwillevertemptyouawayfromthedutiesyoudischargehere。IfIwerenotsureofit,Ishould,beforenow,haveimploredyou,andimploredyourfather,toletmemakesomeprovisionforyouinamoresuitableplace。Butyoumayhaveaninterest——Iwillnotsay,now,thougheventhatmightbe——mayhave,atanothertime,aninterestinsomeoneelse;aninterestnotincompatiblewithyouraffectionhere。’
Shewasvery,verypale,andsilentlyshookherhead。