Nobody’sStateofMindIfArthurClennamhadnotarrivedatthatwisedecisionfirmlytorestrainhimselffromlovingPet,hewouldhavelivedoninastateofmuchperplexity,involvingdifficultstruggleswithhisownheart。Nottheleastofthesewouldhavebeenacontention,alwayswagingwithinit,betweenatendencytodislikeMrHenryGowan,ifnottoregardhimwithpositiverepugnance,andawhisperthattheinclinationwasunworthy。Agenerousnatureisnotpronetostrongaversions,andisslowtoadmitthemevendispassionately;butwhenitfindsill-willgaininguponit,andcandiscernbetween-whilesthatitsoriginisnotdispassionate,suchanaturebecomesdistressed。
ThereforeMrHenryGowanwouldhavecloudedClennam’smind,andwouldhavebeenfaroftenerpresenttoitthanmoreagreeablepersonsandsubjectsbutforthegreatprudenceofhisdecisionaforesaid。Asitwas,MrGowanseemedtransferredtoDanielDoyce’smind;atallevents,itsohappenedthatitusuallyfelltoMrDoyce’sturn,ratherthantoClennam’s,tospeakofhiminthefriendlyconversationstheyheldtogether。Thesewereoffrequentoccurrencenow;asthetwopartnerssharedaportionofaroomyhouseinoneofthegraveold-fashionedCitystreets,lyingnotfarfromtheBankofEngland,byLondonWall。
MrDoycehadbeentoTwickenhamtopasstheday。Clennamhadexcusedhimself。MrDoycewasjustcomehome。HeputinhisheadatthedoorofClennam’ssitting-roomtosayGoodnight。
’Comein,comein!’saidClennam。
’Isawyouwerereading,’returnedDoyce,asheentered,’andthoughtyoumightnotcaretobedisturbed。’