’Iaminthetwenty-thirdyearofmylifehere,’hesaid,withacatchinhisbreaththatwasnotsomuchasobasanirrepressiblesoundofself-approval,themomentaryoutburstofanobleconsciousness。’ItisallIcoulddoformychildren——Ihavedoneit。Amy,mylove,youarebyfarthebestlovedofthethree;I
havehadyouprincipallyinmymind——whateverIhavedoneforyoursake,mydearchild,Ihavedonefreelyandwithoutmurmuring。’
Onlythewisdomthatholdsthecluetoallheartsandallmysteries,cansurelyknowtowhatextentaman,especiallyamanbroughtdownasthismanhadbeen,canimposeuponhimself。
Enough,forthepresentplace,thathelaydownwithweteyelashes,serene,inamannermajestic,afterbestowinghislifeofdegradationasasortofportiononthedevotedchilduponwhomitsmiserieshadfallensoheavily,andwhoselovealonehadsavedhimtobeevenwhathewas。
Thatchildhadnodoubts,askedherselfnoquestion,forshewasbuttoocontenttoseehimwithalustreroundhishead。Poordear,gooddear,truest,kindest,dearest,weretheonlywordsshehadforhim,asshehushedhimtorest。