Thedoctor’sadviceremainedcounterpoised,inMillborne’smind,bytheaforesaidmoodofseriousnessandsenseofprinciple,approximatingoftentoreligioussentiment,whichhadbeenevolvingitselfinhisbreastformonths,andevenyears。
Thefeeling,however,hadnoimmediateeffectuponMr。Millborne’sactions。Hesoongotoverhistriflingillness,andwasvexedwithhimselfforhaving,inamomentofimpulse,confidedsuchacaseofconsciencetoanybody。
Buttheforcewhichhadpromptedit,thoughlatent,remainedwithhimandultimatelygrewstronger。Theupshotwasthataboutfourmonthsafterthedateofhisillnessanddisclosure,MillbornefoundhimselfonamildspringmorningatPaddingtonStation,inatrainthatwasstartingforthewest。Hismanyintermittentthoughtsonhisbrokenpromisefromtimetotime,inthosehourswhenlonelinessbroughthimfacetofacewithhisownpersonality,hadatlastresultedinthiscourse。
Thedecisivestimulushadbeengivenwhen,adayortwoearlier,onlookingintoaPost-OfficeDirectory,helearntthatthewomanhehadnotmetfortwentyyearswasstilllivingonatExonburyunderthenameshehadassumedwhen,ayearortwoafterherdisappearancefromhernativetownandhis,shehadreturnedfromabroadasayoungwidowwithachild,andtakenupherresidenceattheformercity。
Herconditionwasapparentlybutlittlechanged,andherdaughterseemedtobewithher,theirnamesstandingintheDirectoryas’Mrs。