AETAT。68。]——In1777,itappearsfromhisPrayersandMeditations,thatJohnsonsufferedmuchfromastateofmind’unsettledandperplexed,’andfromthatconstitutionalgloom,which,togetherwithhisextremehumilityandanxietywithregardtohisreligiousstate,madehimcontemplatehimselfthroughtoodarkandunfavourableamedium。Itmaybesaidofhim,thathe’sawGODinclouds。’Certainwemaybeofhisinjusticetohimselfinthefollowinglamentableparagraph,whichitispainfultothinkcamefromthecontriteheartofthisgreatman,towhoselabourstheworldissomuchindebted:’WhenIsurveymypastlife,I
discovernothingbutabarrenwasteoftimewithsomedisordersofbody,anddisturbancesofthemind,veryneartomadness,whichI
hopeHethatmademewillsuffertoextenuatemanyfaults,andexcusemanydeficiencies。’Butwefindhisdevotionsinthisyeareminentlyfervent;andwearecomfortedbyobservingintervalsofquiet,composure,andgladness。
OnEaster-daywefindthefollowingemphatickprayer:
’AlmightyandmostmercifulFather,whoseestallourmiseries,andknowestallournecessities,lookdownuponme,andpityme。