Thathissufferingsuponthedeathofhiswifeweresevere,beyondwhatarecommonlyendured,Ihavenodoubt,fromtheinformationofmanywhowerethenabouthim,tononeofwhomIgivemorecreditthantoMr。FrancisBarber,hisfaithfulnegroservant,whocameintohisfamilyaboutafortnightafterthedismalevent。Thesesufferingswereaggravatedbythemelancholyinherentinhisconstitution;andalthoughheprobablywasnotoftenerinthewrongthanshewas,inthelittledisagreementswhichsometimestroubledhismarriedstate,duringwhich,heownedtome,thatthegloomyirritabilityofhisexistencewasmorepainfultohimthanever,hemightverynaturally,afterherdeath,betenderlydisposedtochargehimselfwithslightomissionsandoffences,thesenseofwhichwouldgivehimmuchuneasiness。Accordinglywefind,aboutayearafterherdecease,thathethusaddressedtheSupremeBeing:
’OLORD,whogivestthegraceofrepentance,andhearesttheprayersofthepenitent,grantthatbytruecontritionImayobtainforgivenessofallthesinscommitted,andofalldutiesneglectedinmyunionwiththewifewhomthouhasttakenfromme;fortheneglectofjointdevotion,patientexhortation,andmildinstruction。’Thekindnessofhisheart,notwithstandingtheimpetuosityofhistemper,iswellknowntohisfriends;andI
cannottracethesmallestfoundationforthefollowingdarkanduncharitableassertionbySirJohnHawkins:’Theapparitionofhisdepartedwifewasaltogetheroftheterrifickkind,andhardlyaffordedhimahopethatshewasinastateofhappiness。’Thathe,inconformitywiththeopinionofmanyofthemostable,learned,andpiousChristiansinallages,supposedthattherewasamiddlestateafterdeath,previoustothetimeatwhichdepartedsoulsarefinallyreceivedtoeternalfelicity,appears,Ithink,unquestionablyfromhisdevotions:’And,OLORD,sofarasitmaybelawfulinme,Icommendtothyfatherlygoodnessthesoulofmydepartedwife;beseechingtheetograntherwhateverisbestinherpresentstate,andfinallytoreceivehertoeternalhappiness。’
Butthisstatehasnotbeenlookeduponwithhorrour,butonlyaslessgracious。
HedepositedtheremainsofMrs。JohnsoninthechurchofBromley,inKent,towhichhewasprobablyledbytheresidenceofhisfriendHawkesworthatthatplace。Thefuneralsermonwhichhecomposedforher,whichwasneverpreached,buthavingbeengiventoDr。Taylor,hasbeenpublishedsincehisdeath,isaperformanceofuncommonexcellence,andfullofrationalandpiouscomforttosuchasaredepressedbythatsevereafflictionwhichJohnsonfeltwhenhewroteit。Whenitisconsideredthatitwaswritteninsuchanagitationofmind,andintheshortintervalbetweenherdeathandburial,itcannotbereadwithoutwonder。