Itworriedhimthatpostscript.Hecouldnotmakeoutforalongtimewhyitworriedhim.Suddenly,inawasteofendlesssnows,theexplanationflashedacrosshim.Sylviaoftheletterswasalivingwoman!Shecouldtravel——withabox,hesupposed,possiblywithtwoorthree,andparcels.Couldtaketickets,walkupagangway,staggeraboutadeckfeeling,maybe,alittleseasick.Alltheseyearshehadbeenlivingwithherindreamlandshehadbeen,ifhehadonlyknownit,aMissSomebody—or—other,whomusthavestoodeverymorninginfrontofalooking—glasswithhairpinsinhermouth.Hehadneverthoughtofherdoingthesethings;itshockedhim.Hecouldnothelpfeelingitwasindelicateofher——comingtolifeinthissudden,uncalled—formanner.
Hestruggledwiththisnewconceptionofher,andhadalmostforgivenher,whenafurtherandstillmorestartlingsuggestionarrivedtoplaguehim.Ifshereallylivedwhyshouldhenotseeher,speaktoher?Solongasshehadremainedinherhiddentemple,situateinthevaguerecessesofLondon,S.E.,herlettershadcontentedhim.Butnowthatshehadmoved,nowthatshewasnolongeravoicebutawoman!Well,itwouldbeinterestingtoseewhatshewaslike.Heimaginedtheintroduction:\"MissSomebody—
or—other,allowmetopresentyoutoMr.MatthewPole.\"ShewouldhavenoideahewasAstonRowant.Ifshehappenedtobeyoung,beautiful,inallwayssatisfactory,hewouldannouncehimself.Howastonished,howdelightedshewouldbe.
Butifnot!Ifshewereelderly,plain?Thewisest,wittiestofwomenhavebeenknowntohaveanincipientmoustache.Abeautifulspiritcan,andsometimesdoes,lookoutofgoggleeyes.Supposeshesufferedfromindigestionandhadashinynose!Wouldherletterseveragainhavethesamecharmforhim?Absurdthattheyshouldnot.Butwouldthey?
Theriskwastoogreat.Givingthematterlongandcarefulconsideration,hedecidedtosendherbackintodreamland.